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Do you know God? Do you believe in him?
I live in a nightmare where my very creator hates me and so do his hateful servants.
We don't hate you. And God doesn't hate you. He loves you. Why do you say he hates you?
I WISH I WOULD WAKE UP FROM THIS NIGHTMARE AND GO TO THE ONE THAT I LOVE AND THAT LOVES ME
Sir, and where is the one that loves you?
how can you say that you don't hate me and then agree with God that i should suffer forever? if you think someone should suffer forever then it goes to figure that you hate them. god don't love me because he will condemn me. so the only one I want is me and I don't want to exist either. but i have to be here in this horrible place with the very creatures that i fell away from God with. If I am alone and only with myself then no one can help me hurt anymore and I can be happy if reality is altered and I don't have to have anything at all if I do not exist I wish God would delete me so that i can quit going through all of this that i don't want to be with and experience. I don't want anything at all in the end but to not exist. but God keeps making me exist and will torture me forever. I hope i'm wrong I hope hell is deletion I want it right now. if only death was the end I can kill myself and be free. there needs be no reason I just need to end and I don't want any good version of me to exist either.
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