Ok, I know if we delight in the Lord, he will give us the desires of our hearts. Can we only desire things? Can we desire people? I was thinking we can't because humans have free will. But if you claim someone as yours in your heart and you desire them, then could God still bless you with them?
The second thing is my worshipping. I'm really trying to involve God in my everyday life. It doesn't seem like it's enough. I like to thank him and praise him, but I want to say it because I love him. On the same hand, I don't want to keep repeating the same things. Even if I want to thank him for the same things. We are supposed to meditate on his Word daily. Basically, I don't want to do things for God to impress him or out of obligation. I just want to please him and lead a life that pleases him and bring him pleasure and joy. I want to try less, but I don't know if trying more will help. I'm just frustrated. Seems like so much to do. What am I missing?

The second thing is my worshipping. I'm really trying to involve God in my everyday life. It doesn't seem like it's enough. I like to thank him and praise him, but I want to say it because I love him. On the same hand, I don't want to keep repeating the same things. Even if I want to thank him for the same things. We are supposed to meditate on his Word daily. Basically, I don't want to do things for God to impress him or out of obligation. I just want to please him and lead a life that pleases him and bring him pleasure and joy. I want to try less, but I don't know if trying more will help. I'm just frustrated. Seems like so much to do. What am I missing?

