Am I Saved?

[timothyu]

I really don't know how to go about doing anything without seeking God first i.e. I have never asked humanity for assistance so it will be a leap for me to learn how to do so but I am willing if it is Gods will/instruction.

A wise move on your part as most humans, churchwise or other, seem more interested in their denominations than the will of God. Discernment is especially essential when it comes to the motives of man. Most are of the world and have not the understanding to lead you elsewhere. Institutional Christianity even fell from grace when it abandoned the Kingdom in favour of aligning itself with the governments of man, so that influence remains imbedded through tradition,.