Nice quote
I guess I have never quite wrapped my head around the idea that Christians say that you don't have to earn eternal life when it seems fairly clear that you do. Its easy to get into semantic word games but essentially you have to make a choice and this choice has consequences.
If you make the wrong choice there are some nasty consequences.
If you make the right choice then there are some pleasant consequences.
Making the right choice is an action that must be performed such that you receive the pleasant consequences.
How is this any different from the notion of "earning" something?
You must "do" something such that you receive the reward.
If you have done that thing, then you have earned the reward by doing that thing.
Eternal life is not "given freely". It is still up to YOU to perform the action of making the right choice.
If eternal life was given freely, everyone would go to heaven. Its not like that though, at least not Biblically. There are consequences for our choices.
Oh, I DO appreciate what you are struggling with here! And I encourage you to continue struggling with it, and point out that you should NOT be content with your current stage of progress on the subject. (In fact I do believe that is one truth that should be constant in this life, and no doubt our
greatest challenge! But I digress) I hope you don't find this discouraging, and I apologize I find no better way to put it, but the Truth needs to be exposed.
What comes to mind here is how many posters have engaged me, by referring to their own cognitive dissonance as reason to turn their back on Christianity. In each individual case, my thoroughly reasoned response after lengthy probing and discussion, has been that they ... "withered," to use a Biblical term for it. Such apparent contradictions are G-d's way of urging us, to know Him better! "Thy rod and thy staff comfort me"
So ponder WHY the Bible states we cannot earn Eternal Life, (EL) Salvation, Justification, righteousness, etc etc. And do note I try not to get too wrapped into all the theological jargon, as different people and groups will use the same term to mean
very different things. I urge you to focus on that mustard seed sized speck of "the real thing," which is Christ in you, our ONLY Hope of Glory. John the Baptist said it well, He must increase, and you / I / we must decrease. We no doubt have an active role in this, which can perhaps better be described as taking up our Cross and following Jesus. And yet if we allow ourselves to fall into the mindset (and rut) of thinking this
earns us something, we have already entirely missed the point. A good deal of Jesus' words focus on this phenomenon! Consider the parable of the Prodigal Son, but with the focus upon the elder Brother, and you will see a clear demonstration of exactly what I'm saying here. He fell into the trap of thinking our Father is a hard man, reaping where He did not sow ...
The most powerful answer to this trap? A thankful heart. I've been meaning to change my mood back to "thankful," thanks for the reminder. satan really cannot do anything against a thankful heart, if we refuse to yield our thankfulness. And where a spirit cannot work, it will take it's flight! If our heart is thankful towards G-d, His Spirit IS at work, and He will make His home there

For all our thought, it is still the simplicity of the Gospel that gives it it's Power!