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Maybe this will be relevant to some of you. It's from a Sojourners newsletter.
John
NZ
[FONT="]We are surrounded by a way of life in which betterment is understood as expansion, as acquisition, as fame. Everyone wants to get more to be on top no matter what it is the top of thats admired. Theres nothing recent about the temptation. Its the oldest sin in the book. The one that got Adam tossed out of the garden and Lucifer tossed out of heaven. What is new about it is the general admiration and approval it receives. [/FONT]
~ Eugene Peterson in [FONT="]A Long Obedience[/FONT]
Last week, I spent a couple of days listening to Eugene Peterson share stories and precious wisdom from his 80 years on this little blue planet.It was a blessing of unparalleled riches to sit at Petersons feet (literally I was in the front row and he was on a stage that put me at eye level with his black tassel loafers) and learn.
For the uninitiated, Peterson is a retired Presbyterian pastor and prolific author perhaps best known for [FONT="]The Message[/FONT], his para-translation of the Bible, and titles such as [FONT="]Practice Resurrection[/FONT] and [FONT="]A Long Obedience in the Same Direction. [/FONT]
A native of Western Montana, Peterson and his wife of more than 50 years, Jan, returned to Big Sky Country several years ago to the home his father built on the shores of Flathead Lake when Eugene was a child. Undoubtedly, it will take me many months or years to digest all that Peterson shared with a smallish group of youngish Christian leaders at the Q Practices gathering in New York City. But I can say I was most indelibly struck by how at ease [FONT="]content[/FONT], yes, but more than that Peterson is in his own skin. Fully present. Mellow but absolutely alert, energized, fascinated by the world and the people around him.
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[/FONT][FONT="]Relaxed[/FONT] thats it. Surely eight decades (and counting) in this mortal coil has contributed to Petersons deeply chill vibe. And yet I am convinced its more than simply a matter of age. Its spiritual.
The Petersons have cultivated, with great intention, a simple life. They live in a place that is natural, beautiful, majestic. They eat locally, cook their own food, and regularly ask friends to join them for meals where conversations linger for hours. They read good books by writers and poets whom they find inspiring. They keep their life (and their calendar) uncluttered. They pray. They keep a Sabbath. They walk in the woods and they listen. To the rustle of the leaves, the cry of a hawk, the wind, and the still small voice of God. To the silence.
Eugene Peterson was a pastor for 30 years and for a good part of that time, he was not content, relaxed, or mellow. He had to learn how to let go and recalibrate his life to what he calls the rhythms of grace. Competitiveness is in my DNA, he confessed. As a young pastor, I worked hard: Get a lot of things going, set the goals, meet the goals It was energizing. Money to raise, a sanctuary to build, he said. Then, when we were finished, people quit coming to church. An advisor in his Presbytery told Peterson that congregations needed a challenge, a goal to work toward, something to achieve to keep them engaged in the life of the church. Start another building fund, the man said, even if you dont intend to build a building. Peterson was flummoxed. The competitor in him wanted to [FONT="]do[/FONT] something to change the situation. But he recognized that to do so would be to enter a never-ending cycle that would be unhealthy for him, his congregation, and the faith of everyone involved. So he stopped. He did nothing. He slowed down, simplified things, and waited.
By doing nothing, I think I was slowly being cured, Peterson told us. It took a while. But by refusing to do anything I learned to live a life that was contemplative, not competitive.
One of the things the monks used to say: Stay in your cell. The cell will teach you everything, Peterson told us in a conversation about simplicity. I took that personally in terms of my congregation. Stay in your congregation. Your congregation will teach you everything. I was always thinking about projects, but I kept coming back to that until I was content to be just with these people. Receive from them. Not always thinking up ways to make their lives more interesting, or godly, or whatever. I took Petersons translation of the monastic slogan and reimagined it again as, Stay in your life. Your life will teach you everything. Stop looking for the next adventure, challenge, hurdle, drama, or excitement. Be present. Be here now. Stop trying to change people. Stop trying to [FONT="]do[/FONT] anything. Just be. Be in your life. Your life will teach you everything.
Pay attention to whats there, not what isnt there, Peterson said. Go about the journey of faith the Christian life, the Way [FONT="]relaxed[/FONT], he said, not feeling so guilty, not having to prove yourself all the time. Providence has a great sense of timing one thats oriented by [FONT="]kairos[/FONT] not [FONT="]chronos. [/FONT]My time with Peterson fell during the first full week of Lent.
Before Ash Wednesday I already had determined not to do the usual thing give something tangible up: chocolate, caffeine, wine, fried food, etc. I decided instead to forgo saying negative things about my appearance out loud. I thought that would be healthy, helpful, a meaningful practice to honor Gods creation (me) and the Creator.
It lasted about 36 hours. I determined to start again. And again and again and again, if necessary. After listening to Peterson, I stopped trying. I stopped, full stop. For Lent, I am doing nothing. I am just going to be. Feel the rhythms of grace and let God do the doing.
[FONT="]Cathleen Falsani[/FONT][FONT="] is Web Editor and Director of New Media for [/FONT]Sojourners. [FONT="]She is the author of four nonfiction books, including the memoir [/FONT]Sin Boldly: A Field Guide for Grace, and her latest, BELIEBER!: Fame, Faith and the Heart of Justin Bieber. Follow Cathleen on Twitter @GodGrrl
John
NZ
[FONT="]We are surrounded by a way of life in which betterment is understood as expansion, as acquisition, as fame. Everyone wants to get more to be on top no matter what it is the top of thats admired. Theres nothing recent about the temptation. Its the oldest sin in the book. The one that got Adam tossed out of the garden and Lucifer tossed out of heaven. What is new about it is the general admiration and approval it receives. [/FONT]
~ Eugene Peterson in [FONT="]A Long Obedience[/FONT]
Last week, I spent a couple of days listening to Eugene Peterson share stories and precious wisdom from his 80 years on this little blue planet.It was a blessing of unparalleled riches to sit at Petersons feet (literally I was in the front row and he was on a stage that put me at eye level with his black tassel loafers) and learn.
For the uninitiated, Peterson is a retired Presbyterian pastor and prolific author perhaps best known for [FONT="]The Message[/FONT], his para-translation of the Bible, and titles such as [FONT="]Practice Resurrection[/FONT] and [FONT="]A Long Obedience in the Same Direction. [/FONT]
A native of Western Montana, Peterson and his wife of more than 50 years, Jan, returned to Big Sky Country several years ago to the home his father built on the shores of Flathead Lake when Eugene was a child. Undoubtedly, it will take me many months or years to digest all that Peterson shared with a smallish group of youngish Christian leaders at the Q Practices gathering in New York City. But I can say I was most indelibly struck by how at ease [FONT="]content[/FONT], yes, but more than that Peterson is in his own skin. Fully present. Mellow but absolutely alert, energized, fascinated by the world and the people around him.
[FONT="]
[/FONT][FONT="]Relaxed[/FONT] thats it. Surely eight decades (and counting) in this mortal coil has contributed to Petersons deeply chill vibe. And yet I am convinced its more than simply a matter of age. Its spiritual.
The Petersons have cultivated, with great intention, a simple life. They live in a place that is natural, beautiful, majestic. They eat locally, cook their own food, and regularly ask friends to join them for meals where conversations linger for hours. They read good books by writers and poets whom they find inspiring. They keep their life (and their calendar) uncluttered. They pray. They keep a Sabbath. They walk in the woods and they listen. To the rustle of the leaves, the cry of a hawk, the wind, and the still small voice of God. To the silence.
Eugene Peterson was a pastor for 30 years and for a good part of that time, he was not content, relaxed, or mellow. He had to learn how to let go and recalibrate his life to what he calls the rhythms of grace. Competitiveness is in my DNA, he confessed. As a young pastor, I worked hard: Get a lot of things going, set the goals, meet the goals It was energizing. Money to raise, a sanctuary to build, he said. Then, when we were finished, people quit coming to church. An advisor in his Presbytery told Peterson that congregations needed a challenge, a goal to work toward, something to achieve to keep them engaged in the life of the church. Start another building fund, the man said, even if you dont intend to build a building. Peterson was flummoxed. The competitor in him wanted to [FONT="]do[/FONT] something to change the situation. But he recognized that to do so would be to enter a never-ending cycle that would be unhealthy for him, his congregation, and the faith of everyone involved. So he stopped. He did nothing. He slowed down, simplified things, and waited.
By doing nothing, I think I was slowly being cured, Peterson told us. It took a while. But by refusing to do anything I learned to live a life that was contemplative, not competitive.
One of the things the monks used to say: Stay in your cell. The cell will teach you everything, Peterson told us in a conversation about simplicity. I took that personally in terms of my congregation. Stay in your congregation. Your congregation will teach you everything. I was always thinking about projects, but I kept coming back to that until I was content to be just with these people. Receive from them. Not always thinking up ways to make their lives more interesting, or godly, or whatever. I took Petersons translation of the monastic slogan and reimagined it again as, Stay in your life. Your life will teach you everything. Stop looking for the next adventure, challenge, hurdle, drama, or excitement. Be present. Be here now. Stop trying to change people. Stop trying to [FONT="]do[/FONT] anything. Just be. Be in your life. Your life will teach you everything.
Pay attention to whats there, not what isnt there, Peterson said. Go about the journey of faith the Christian life, the Way [FONT="]relaxed[/FONT], he said, not feeling so guilty, not having to prove yourself all the time. Providence has a great sense of timing one thats oriented by [FONT="]kairos[/FONT] not [FONT="]chronos. [/FONT]My time with Peterson fell during the first full week of Lent.
Before Ash Wednesday I already had determined not to do the usual thing give something tangible up: chocolate, caffeine, wine, fried food, etc. I decided instead to forgo saying negative things about my appearance out loud. I thought that would be healthy, helpful, a meaningful practice to honor Gods creation (me) and the Creator.
It lasted about 36 hours. I determined to start again. And again and again and again, if necessary. After listening to Peterson, I stopped trying. I stopped, full stop. For Lent, I am doing nothing. I am just going to be. Feel the rhythms of grace and let God do the doing.
[FONT="]Cathleen Falsani[/FONT][FONT="] is Web Editor and Director of New Media for [/FONT]Sojourners. [FONT="]She is the author of four nonfiction books, including the memoir [/FONT]Sin Boldly: A Field Guide for Grace, and her latest, BELIEBER!: Fame, Faith and the Heart of Justin Bieber. Follow Cathleen on Twitter @GodGrrl
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At least I can laugh at my quirks but yes I think it's good to be gentle with ourselves. I can be my own worst critic. Take care. 
