I have been doing ok with my ED but go in and out of it. I am having such a hard time. Ok that didn't make sence. I just got out of a relationship with a man that left me feeling worse about myself. Having some financial troubles financially. And I have been trying to help out a young girl. It has been great but so hard. Yesterday she tried to take her life. There are other factors but no need to go further. I can't stand what I have become. the weight that I have gained. Someone taking a picture sends me into tears. For days.. I hyper ventelate. So I guess I'm not doing so well. I have cut way back on my food intake. And been drinking alot of coffee. I guess I figure that if I take a bunch of weight off that I will feel better or be numb. I'm not sure I just feel like I'm spinning right now. I need to control something.....
Sorry hun!!
-Daysoni!!