Hi, haven't been around lately, but really struggling- almost 2 week ago my 2 year old grandson took the tip of his finger off, we got to my daughters, and it wasn't a pretty sight(yes my brain replays it)- eventually making it to the ER, it was reattached- healing well now- my son in law is a trucker, and wasn't home at the time- he gets home today- in the meantime, i have been going constantly and am exhausted from babysitting- my problem currently is i resent intrusions, (I am a freelance artist, is supplementing hubbies disability income, but i need time to complete commissions)- for instance, even though it was avoidable, had to watch the other 4 kids while mom took Malichi to the dr, an hour there and hour back and time at the office- Jon the oldest is ausbergers, Darian the next oldest is ADD- I got there at 9 and finally got home at 3- that always happens- 'something came up' in one way or another- daughter has to go do this or that... so i come home and nothing has been done- after 30 years of marriage you'd think i'd be used to it-kitchen filthy, dishwasher full of clean dishes- hubby on the computer- sheesh does he not see the filth... so I am getting up at 5 to make sure i have some devotional time and get some work done before anyone needs me for something- ok...enough ranting, just had to get it out before I blow a fuse...Any suggestions on dealing with this kind of situation???