Hi my name is Paul and I'm 18. The reason that I'm here is because I am trying to gain God's guidance and helping hand in my life.
I was raised Catholic, but once I turned 16 and started working, it seemed like I never had time for church anymore. And a few months ago, I just gave up on God completely.
I went from being sort of indifferent to religion, to being anti-religion, spewing hatred and overall malice towards those who seek God. However the pst few months on me have been very trying and sad, with me doing some bad stuff, both to myself and others.
I've made a conscious decision to try and find God. I feel that He will eventually come to me, but I am asking anyone who is reading this to pray to Him, or to an interceeding saint (if you are Catholic and believe that thing). I long for the happiness that I've seen so many people get in their faith. Thanks for reading and helping.
I was raised Catholic, but once I turned 16 and started working, it seemed like I never had time for church anymore. And a few months ago, I just gave up on God completely.
I went from being sort of indifferent to religion, to being anti-religion, spewing hatred and overall malice towards those who seek God. However the pst few months on me have been very trying and sad, with me doing some bad stuff, both to myself and others.
I've made a conscious decision to try and find God. I feel that He will eventually come to me, but I am asking anyone who is reading this to pray to Him, or to an interceeding saint (if you are Catholic and believe that thing). I long for the happiness that I've seen so many people get in their faith. Thanks for reading and helping.
