5 Months or Not?

Mayflower1 · Jul 31, 2006

As you'll know, I had cut a couple weeks ago. Before then I hadn't cut in close to 5 months, and now I think it is past that.

The long amount of time I didn't was a great encouragement to me, but come a year, it will still be, cut once in a year. Cut once in two, and so on.

The thing is, I am afraid if I start over again on a clean slate then I will be thinking about all of the time again and it would be harder on me. So what should I do?

Should I continue with the time I have now?

Should I just pretend that day never happened?

Or should I just start over on day one again?

goldenviolet · Jul 31, 2006

hey lily

if you need to keep track, i'd do both... both go on as if you haven't slipped and count those lovely months of freedom. you have the right and the hard work behind it, to be proud of.

berry2000 · Jul 31, 2006

Hard one. I'd do whatever motivates you to continue towards your recovery. Me I'd start anew simply because I want to really rejoice with how long I've been clean...and I'd always have it the back of my mind..."not really that long cuz remember...blah blah blah" but that's just me. I encourage you to make the best choice for you.

Mayflower1 · Aug 1, 2006

I don't want to erase the months I didn't, but I do want to say completely that I didn't cut in X amount of time.

berry2000 · Aug 1, 2006

Then start over from the last time you cut. And keep in your back pocket that last time you went 5 1/2 months as a reminder that you can do it.

Mayflower1 · Aug 2, 2006

Thanks for you'lls advice!!! I finally made up my mind!!!! Satring August 1st, yesterday, well, actually made up my mind this morning but I didn't cut yesterday

, I am going to start from day 1 and start over, because I really want to say that I didn't cut in a year!!!!! I don't want to forget the five months I didn't though so here is what I am going to do!!! I always posted and cheered for the days I didn't but I want to make this into a pic thread and post pictures that inspire me. That way, if I feel like giving up, then I can come here and remember the time I did get through. You'll can post pics to if you'll want!!! :hug:

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Ah, they told me what that was about!!! Now I know I hadn't posted here in awhile! Where was I!!! Oh yeh!!! :clap:

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