- Jun 19, 2016
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- Country
- United Kingdom
- Gender
- Male
- Faith
- Christian
- Marital Status
- Single
I m 17 and three months ago I had a massive crush on a girl but then about a week later I realised I was losing my attraction to girls completely. This was frightening and I was afraid I was turning gay or something. Now I m afraid that if I even look at a guy and think he s even good looking it makes me gay and I seem to try to test myself everytime I see someone.
So my brains messed up, no attraction to girls anymore and I can t even get an erection. My life is a joke, a shame and an embarrassment and I ve no idea how to fix it so I think this is my only choice as no one my age gets these problems and can fix them.
Why me? This is so stupid yet true. This girl I lie I will never get and I will never want her as this problem is so stupid and embarrassing.
I keep praying to God to help me but nothing fixes me. I can't take this anymore.
So my brains messed up, no attraction to girls anymore and I can t even get an erection. My life is a joke, a shame and an embarrassment and I ve no idea how to fix it so I think this is my only choice as no one my age gets these problems and can fix them.
Why me? This is so stupid yet true. This girl I lie I will never get and I will never want her as this problem is so stupid and embarrassing.
I keep praying to God to help me but nothing fixes me. I can't take this anymore.