100% worthless

[servant4ever]

I'm so worthelss I wish I was dead. I hate my life. I hate my dsiability. I hate being me. I wish I was normal. I wish I was dead. I have no friends. My roommates hate me. I decided to watch a movie tonight with roommates, no one watched it with me. I am such a loser. Ican't do anything right. I wish I was dead. I'm totally worthless. I'm such a loser it's unbelievable. My cousnelor won't be happy to hear this, but its true.

 

[mostie]

I wish that there was something I could say that would just...be almost magic in that it would make everything you feel go away, and make you understand that it can and will get better. Life won't always feel the way it does right now, it really won't. Sometimes, things can feel so hopeless....but when I read your profile, I saw a person who believed that God loves her....and I saw hope. It sounds like you had a really rough day here, and would you believe me if I told you that it's going to pass, and it doesn't have to drive you down into despair. We have good days along with bad ones, where everything seems to go wrong (Known as Murphy's Law..."Anything that can go wrong...WILL!" lol)----try to think of happy times, and know that those times are going to come again...and that in your hurt from the way you feel, is a loving God who is watching every single thing that happens to you....and realize that painful as it is to hurt- and believe me, I do know how painful that is- im so familiar with it---these things that you go through are going to forge your character, and mold you into the person that God wants you to be, and equip you for the special work that He has for you in this life- and don't doubt it- He has a work for you. You are special to Him- and He has not forgotten you- He hasn't turned His back on you- He's watching everything. Believe that He loves you, because He does- and so much of the time, life lessons regardless of what they are hurt so much- but I know that God is going to see you through- and He's going to strengthen you, and bring happiness to your life in due time to replace every sorrow you have now- Just hang on to Him- I know it's hard, but He is totally trustworthy- Hugs to you-

 

[Mr.Cheese]

Dude.
Here is something I have seen.
While depressed you mentioned witnessing to someone.
You're figuring it out. You're not worthless. You feel worthless. Your feelings don't have to have anything to do with reality. Reality is what the bible teaches, that God loves you and that you are here for a reason. That is true whether you feel that way or not.
Faith is choosing to believe what you cannot see, choosing to believe in spite of your senses telling you otherwise.
It ain't easy, but I think you're on the way.

 

[TheMainException]

Dude....
I love you so much

 

[servant4ever]

I'm even more worthless. I'm a total loser. I wish I was dead. Does God forgive suicide

servant4ever

 

[Loopi]

I'm just a nobody to you, and at that a very young nobody. I cant say i know exactly how your feeling but i have been in the same dark place feeling a similar outcome as you do
Your not worthless, not to me, not to god, not to your friends. I know you feel worthless but think of all the things you have done that are of great worth. The people who you have brought to Christ because of ur amazingly unique testomony, and just through being you. You are of great worth because only you can be you, thats how God planned it and thats how it always will be.
Your not a loser, in Christ your a winner, cus Christ aint no loser. He beat the devil with two sticks, he set us all free. And that same winning spirit lives in you. You feel like a loser because the devil can make you feel like that. Ive felt like that so many times, even now i feel like a loser, but with the guidance of God, and with the love of others i am learning to see from a different perspective. *hug* even if you feel like your losing y our not. The sun will shine again, you will win this race called life, and you will see dreams starting to not only be birthed in your life, but to be fulfilled too.
I know death seems like a great place to go, i guess its because inside theres something that screams to get out this world, to return home to the father. Ive screamed that before, been on my knees at my youth begging God to kill me. But see, altho we dont feel like it, what we go through makes are testimony even more amazing, more powerful, and it brings us closer to God. I dont know whether God forgives suicide, but think of all those who love and care about you. They want to help you, want to see you get through this.
I'm just a nobody to you, but im a nobody that wants to help and see you get through.

P'm me if you want
God Bless
Loopi
xxxx

 

[little_moments00]

Oh dear one, you aren't worthless, you're not a loser; you are perfect. Don't believe the lies of the world, God loves you unconditionally so it can never be any less or any more...

Here are some words from Him to you,

Daughter,
I love you. Until the day you die... you'll never really understand how much. But I love you. I will always love you. I always have. I love the things you'd probably never notice... like that freckle on the bottom of your foot or the way you bite your lip when you think. I love watching you. You make me smile. I love the sound of your voice.
I heard your first word. I saw your first step. And I'll see your last. All of creation wasn't enough. There was something missing. You were missing. Nothing and no one that lives or has ever lived can replace you. I love the time you set aside to sit and talk with me. You are my joy. My most precious and valuable possesion.
There is so much I want to give you. So much I want to share with you and Bless you with. There is so much we can reach together.
Be with me
Stay in me
Run with me
Let me embrace you. You are Royal. You are my child. I have clothed you in Royal garments. I paid the price so you could come bodly into my throne room.
When I hear you coming, I run to you. I pick you up and hold you high so that the angels can hear me say,
"She's here! She's mine! She came! Sound the trumpets, bring the banquet, this is my daughter, with who I am well pleased."
I am proud of you. I'm proud when you stand up for Good. But I'm proud when you fall on your face too... You forget sometimes but I'm the first one there. I'm the one who picks you back up. Who smiles re-assuringly and gives you the strength to go on, and to try again.
I am not ashamed of you.
I am never embarassed to call you mine.
I will never abandon you. I will never shame you. You will never enter and empty throne room.
Jealously, I guard you, Beloved. You belond here, in my arms. On my knees. In MY love. Because that's what makes you whole. No-one loves you like I do.
The Heavens feel my rage when your abused. The Heavens feel my anguish when you cry. I know your tears, I know your hurts, I know your loneliness and your pain. I am the Healer. And I'm just waiting for you to bring them to me.
I know your heart. And when life breaks, I can put the pieces back together. You are loved. You are cherished. You belong. You can never make me love you more. I've called you to obedience to keep safe but above all else, more then anything at all, I want this romance, this relationship, this intimacy with you.
You are beautiful.
But you have believed lies, child.
You have believed lies that people in your life have told you.
You are beautiful. Because you are made in MY image. And I am beautiful.
I love you as you are. There are things in your life you may want to change. But you cannot do that without me. I will walk you through those changes. Slowly and lovingly.
You have believed lies Daughter. I will never make you feel guilty. I may convict your heart so that you turn to me, but Guilt and Shame are of the enemy.
I will never SHAME you.
I died so that you would never be shamed again.
I have clothed you in white. I have forgotten and washed away any sin you have ever brought to my feet.
You are holy and sanctified.
Hold your head high. Daughter of the king.
Daddy loves you.

That is the truth

 

[TheMainException]

I'm even more worthless. I'm a total loser. I wish I was dead. Does God forgive suicide

servant4ever

yes....but don't go that road my brother.....don't do it.....you listening to me? Where is your head? You aren't a loser! You're just a bit depressed....come on man.....you need to talk to me and let me know what the heck is goin on here....don't beat around the bush with me when we talk....that's not cool.....you really gotta tell me the truth...no more longterm jokes....none, alright?

And dude....listen....no matter what junk goes through your life...you have been a great thing for me...you have helped me through this junk that I've been dealing with....and I can help you too....stay with me man....I love you so much...you mean so much to me.....I'll never let you go....I love you so much......you are awesome...don't let Satan convince you otherwise....you are NOT A LOSER...Got that??? Good....now...let's have a party!

 

[mikeforjesus]

Im not sure but I think:
God cant forgive suicide because you never get a chance to repent of it while ur on earth.. Coz ur dead.. And obviously ur not sorry about this act when u did it.
And only a few ppl support the opposite view so dont do it and test God.

 

[ptgd1st]

From Someone who has attempted suicide, You do not want to go there. I thought the same thing you did but over time i realized that our feelings are not good indications of the real world. Everyone, that includes you, has importance and relevance in this world. Nothing and i mean nothing is worth taking ones own life. I love you and I pray that you see that others do as well.

 

[servant4ever]

I'M DOING SO MUCH BETTER! JESUS HAS HELPED ME GET RID OF THE SUICIDE THOUGHTS! I was thinking of suicide like nonstop for the last week and I hven't had a thought for all AFTERNOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE JESUS! JUST LIKE THE PRODIGAL SON, JESUS HAS RUN TO ME AND HE HAS FORGIVEN EVERYTHING OF WHAT I HAVE DONE! I HAVE COME BACK AND WILL NOT FALL AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[Loopi]

aw hunny thats great, really it is
am so glad christ has helped you thru, and that you have allowed him to help you
*big hug* really am pleased for you hun
Keep the faith
Loopi
xxx

 

[RedTulipMom]

HUGGS! You are definitely not worthless! i am happy to hear that Jesus has helped you! He loves you and so do I ! Praying for you!
karen

 

[deornie]

Hey Cheer up... I would watch a movie with you... and i am sura all the ppl on CF would... and there are many of us!

There, have a hug!

 

[Jesusfan4ever]

I'm so happy for you servant "For I know the plans I have for you declares the Lord plans to prosper you and not to harm you plans to give you a hope and a future. Jeremiah 29:11
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God is AWESOME