vent

Sometimes I just feel like I want to scream, but I don't think I have the energy to do that. I think something's wrong, I just don't know what. I know faith isn't based off of feelings, but gosh, I haven't been feeling on fire for God in months. I'm trying to read the bible and pray, but...

So tired of it. Its been over a year, which may not sound like a lot, but every painful minute counts. I keep wanting to blame my sister, and other people, which is totally unfair. I find it hard to forgive them, even though they're not doing anything wrong, they're just.. Very triggering to my...

It all started sometime last year. At first, I started noticing how everyone else had flat stomachs, yet I had not. My arms were pretty skinny already, but I felt ashamed every time I looked in the mirror and saw a round stomach. It was during the summer, during summer vacation, where I began to...