unpardonable sin

I want to read more and become one of those great apologeticists that has an answer for like everything but I'm also terrified of not being saved and being rejected or blinded by God so that I cannot be saved because He simply doesn't want me anymore (blasphemy, apostasy, mark of the beast....)...

A lot of people already know but, I struggle with impulsive thoughts and fear of having committed the unpardonable sin, by apostasy (Hebrews 6:4-6, had a period of strong doubts and depression leading me to call myself atheist and Taoist for a while) or blasphemy (cursing and blasphemy against...

I'm baptist, so we don't do communion often, only I'm afraid it's coming soon. I know about 1 Corinthians 11:27, eating unworthily makes you guilty of sinning against Jesus, some people say makes you guilty of Jesus's death, as the people who actually beat Him on the cross were. I'm afraid of...

I have read almost every thread about the unpardonable sin (I have spoken evil of the HS and attributes good things to the devil before, I can't ever tell my own thoughts from compulsions/intrusive ones), and selling your soul. Will reading one I said I'd sell my soul, named a price, and said I...

I don't know why I do these things. I speak before I consider. I said that I told the HS to depart in the name of the Lord. I think He left. I said I sold my soul to the devil, I think for everything. I don't want everything I want salvation. I'm terrified.

I saw a video of this woman's healing, but I didn't watch the whole thing the first time. Because of the way everyone was dressed, I thought it was a Hindu fake healing thing. When I watched the full video it was Christian faith healing! I know one common belief of the unpardonable sin is...

I think I'm overall getting better, but I still have a ton of blasphemous and evil thoughts. It's gotten to the point where I've unintentionally done things like writing for an assignment "(answer, answer, answer) I'm scared" or be texting and like "(reply, reply, reply) I'm so scared". It...

I had so many thoughts about selling my soul and pledging allegiance to Satan even though I really don't want to I keep saying these things and they feel like my thoughts. Please, without telling me God knows I didn't mean it, could I be forgiven even if I did mean those things? I'm paranoid my...

Please pray for me. I don't know if I was saved and lost salvation, never was saved, or was saved and am saved. I have nearly no hope. I constantly have blasphemous and evil thoughts, and they're not all impulsive. I fear I have committed the unpardonable sin (Matthew 12:31-32, Mark 3:28-30...

But even if I have OCD or whatever (which I might not) I still don't think that excuses what I've done. I have constant blasphemous and evil thoughts and people say thoughts aren't important but "... God opposes those who are proud in the innermost thoughts." I read that verse yesterday. I don't...

I can hardly bring myself to do anything right now, all I can do is focus on my fears. I want to die but fear death more than I ever have. I just want peace with Christ. I fear that the LORD hates me. Like the passages with Esau, He might hate me and there's nothing I can do. (Like: "Jacob I...

Guys I have to admit I feel like I'm done for. The bible talks about seeking Esau's birthright with tears and not being able to get it, as well as living in fearful expectation of fiery judgement. Jesus said the only unforgivable sin is blasphemy of the HS. I fear I have done this. I said "D***...