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I do apologise for the rant, my mental health has been troublesome lately.

When I was in my late teens/early 20's my mother was diagnosed with a possible allergy to wasps/bees. Some time later a wasp nest cropped up under a windowsill in the yard and I was surprised at how well it was hidden. Our dogs were nosing at it and were being ignored. So, I decided to show my...

I keep making possibly dangerous mistakes, today I didn't yield to a pedestrian at a crossing. I had checked for people while approaching it, stopped at the stop sign right in front of it, but as I was about to move on a pedestrian appeared from between parked cars and I stopped, they stopped, I...

I don't even remember why I looked them up, but some of the images show little girls in bikinis or provocative clothes and it horrifies me. I kept on reading some articles on the subject, maybe out of a morbid curiosity. I flicked through the search results, I don't know why I kept looking, I...

I was reading a Chinese manua about a guy trying to turn his zombie girlfriend back into a human, but it had quite a bit of fanservice and looked like it was turning into a harem (I stopped before girl no. 3). I liked the idea of him helping her recover and the action, but there was just too...

So I've been struggling a lot with my mental health over the last few weeks, and I am currently staying on the sixth floor of a hotel, with a window that opens partially without a fly screen. I opened this window tonight and wondered 'If this can open more, I can commit suicide this way.' I then...

Hi everyone, I just wanted to send a general PSA, since I used to read a lot of fanfiction when I was younger, sometimes without proper discernment. There are many fanfictions are dark stories with very unchristian values and violent revenge plots etc. These stories often reject forgiveness as...

Today I started getting intrusive thoughts saying "You'd enjoy the physical sensations in X scenario". I'm having trouble strongly denying this, as my resistance is based upon my emotions and moral opposition to my thoughts. I disagree with the thoughts, and wouldn't act on them. I'm trying to...

I've had really nasty intrusive thoughts lately, and I read online that you should just try to agree with them and move on. So I purposely thought that I agree with them, and I now feel really guilty because they're horrible. I just read online that you can just accept their presence instead...

I have only recently realised that I very likely have OCD. It runs in my family and I've had numerous intrusive thoughts in the form of images almost like gifs. It's like my brain takes something I care about and goes, 'What's the worst possible scenario I can visualise about this.' It's...

I personally am facing some mental health issues that make seeking a relationship nearly unthinkable right now. I've never been in a relationship before, not looking for one either, but I would be happy if I did find someone someday. I think companionship is important, and that finding someone...

Hi all, lately I've been obsessing over past mistakes and getting scared of hurting my students. I work at a Special Ed school, which is a rather high risk environment. I find myself obsessing over every mistake I make. Today, an incident that happened when I was working as an assistant of...