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I don’t want to give up on this battle I mean.

I often have struggled with what’s true and what isn’t in my mind, what I really think and feel. And I’m just...I don’t want to give up.

Just prayed for you...I’m really disturbed. Honestly...I’m so disturbed by how I’m not reacting to it very much, but just sitting here, staring blankly into the dark of my living room. Thoughts are telling I don’t care and that I don’t feel anything. And that’s disturbing me...I’m so scared by...

My stomach feels sick.

I don’t feel good right now...I can’t sleep.

I am absolutely terrified. That doesn’t even begin to describe the word. It just happened moments ago. I don’t know what to think. One of the worst things is when it happened, I wasn’t crying. But I was screaming in my head noooooo! I shouted at the thoughts as they were flying in, screaming...

It just gets really frustrating and at times it’s like no matter what, my mind finds something to overthink and just the cycle continues. I’m learning to discern these things that are not of God, and not me me, you know what I mean, but compulsions, OCD, thoughts that just distort things. And...

You are right about so many things. I really for one thing is I need to keep counseling that I get to only my mom and pastors, the people in my personal life who I trust. Of course I trust in the Lord for it all that I can truly sit out and talk about things with people, and the help I get, that...

I can tell you that this is not God leading me. God is not an author of confusion or disorder. I’ve felt nothing but condemnation over every little thing, like I was having a meltdown.You don’t know the turmoil that I’ve gone through over a course of months...the sickness I’ve felt over this...

Yes! Yes, exactly, it really sucks...let’s talk about this, over the phone hopefully tomorrow? Let me know whenever you’re available.

You’re not wrong. I’m gradually prying myself off of the internet but then I impulsively research stuff and I’m just repeatedly deleting articles or threads I bookmarked. It really messed up my mind...here I was trying to find people who happen to have the same problem, but really I need to get...

If you ever want to talk in private over the phone or the private message here I would love to talk to you more. I’ve been reading your messages and I know how you feel...I could really see someone to talk to too.

Yes, that's exactly right. I know without a doubt the devil continues to try stealing the Word from my heart and any sound advice i've received from Pastors and those close to me. No doubt the devil is trying to keep me in a continuous loop of confusion and doubt. No doubt he's using stuff...

Hi, Here are my most recent posts. I started some that are sort of journal entries, that I would appreciate if some of you read in your spare time. They're about my scrupulosity (spiritual ocd) and they're under the OCD section. I would just really appreciate prayer too. Thank you guys so...

Hi, I'm new to this forum. I too notice that a lot of people don't really come here. It's not very active, this thread. No wonder why nobody's responded to my post lol

Thank you so much Jay, nice to meet you. God bless you too. Yes, I take my OCD thoughts to God constantly. Did so earlier too and I just let it all out, just to be honest with the Lord. I feel better. I do seek counseling from my pastors at church and I also talk to few other trusted adults in...

Feel free to message me whenever you want...would love to talk more about this with you, even over a phone call maybe.

Hi everyone. I've been writing here a lot because it really helps me to just vent, you know? So here I just want to discuss this: I'm just dealing with so much...and it's weighing on my head. And I feel...so horrible, and so scared. I feel condemned over every little thing to do with viewing...

Hi everyone. It's nice to find this thread. I've really been wanting to connect with more people my age. I'm 21, going to be 22 on July 20th. I hope everyone is well. I'm just dealing with so much...and it's weighing on my head. And I feel...so horrible, and so scared. I feel condemned over...