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    Girl advice needed

    Hey everyone! Long time, no post - it's been a busy year. I'm in a situation that well, just needs some guidance. A bit of backstory: I did an internship at my church from about this last September until May. In it, you can't date as the whole point of it is to further your relationship with...
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    Faithfulness

    I can't even begin to describe how AWESOME today was! This past weekend, I had just started an internship at my church that costs $6,000. I have $0. I was worried, because I had to get at least some money or a plan ready to stay in the program. I prayed/fasted for ideas on Sunday, and got a...
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    Finances

    For an internship at my church. It's something I'm called to, but don't have much money right now. It starts next Saturday, and I'm becoming increasingly desperate. Please pray that finances come my way in any form (work, etc.). Also, my mom is getting laid off in October. If you could pray...
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    When you feel like giving up

    Hey everyone. I just wanted to see what everyone has to say on this. I get these feelings sometimes (as i'm typing this too :(). I just feel like letting go... from everything. That's not to say I want to kill myself or anything like that, but just to get rid of/abandon all of my commitments...
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    Creation 2011

    Hey everyone! New dream as of today :) First a little background info: I'm taking part in my church's creative arts internship, so I'm learning about how all of the arts come together for services and stuff. As a group, we're all (about 12 of us) going to Creation Festival next week to serve...
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    Making out

    Hey everyone! Been a while since I've posted a dream here, but I finally had one that I'm a little confused on. The whole dream revolves around me and this girl at my church that I've got a little bit of a crush on :blush:. Anyways, here it goes. The first thing I remember is going into a...
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    Dealing with people?

    So lately I've been getting increasingly involved with my church. I'm there about 4 days a week now with everything (internship, worship, etc.) and have been meeting a lot of people. I'm always up for meeting someone and getting to know them, at least a little, but it seems not everyone's that...
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    Marijuana use

    Throughout my life, I've always had this... hatred for marijuana use (Not referring to medical use, I'm mildly okay with that purpose). Overall drug use as well, but there's something special about that particular one. I'd say I only strongly dislike, but that's the definition of hate. I've...
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    So tired...

    of everything going on around me. I love my church and the people there, but I can't help but notice hypocrisy (not a ton, but it's there). I've finally given up trying to set an example for them, because it's not making an effect. I'm tired of seeing people come to church, look like they're...
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    Disturbing thought

    So there's this girl that I like (she doesn't know), that I was planning on telling, but am really worried about her response. Normally, I wouldn't be so nervous, but I've got a disturbing thought that keeps popping into my head. I play out the scenario in my head. We meet in private, just...
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    Emotional attachment

    Not sure how to start this, but here it goes. Starting this September, I'm going to do an internship at my church that costs $6000, which basically means all of the money I get is going towards saving for that and the expenses during that year. While I'm extremely happy God has called me to do...
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    You Are With Me

    Here's a song from my church for everyone to enjoy. The lyrics are very inspiring and empowering, and it's been touching my heart lately, and I hope it does the same or more for you. As you listen, remember what God has done for you, will do for you, and won't do because of you...
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    His forgiveness amazes me!

    Up until this Sunday, I had been having problems for about a week. I'd been angry at God, calling Him names, turned away from His will, stopped reading my Bible completely, and a few other things. I finally got to the point where I realized life wasn't fun anymore without Him. I was being...
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    Seriously doubting my faith

    I'm really considering turning away from God, but I'm divided on the whole matter. Why am I even considering this? Not because of incredibly tragic events happening or anything like that, my walk/life has been decent so far, I'm just not even sure about anything anymore. Part of me (a small one...
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    I've got a problem, not quite sure what it is.

    Title sums it up. Since I can't really explain what my problem is, I'll use last night as an example. Day went pretty well. Got up early & served in our main services, hung out with some friends, and finished a church-wide Daniel fast. Although I did have this feeling that something bad was...
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    Would this be okay to ask of God?

    I really like this girl I and I get the feeling that she likes me back. Spiritually, I would say we're not far apart on our walk, but I would say that I'm farther along than her. I want to ask her out, but I don't know if it would be in order with God's will for my life. I want a relationship...
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    #2

    This is the dream I had after SBE. I just know it as #2. I was in a city that looked like my hometown. It was raining very hard, like it would flood if it kept up. I was in a nice car that wasn't mine, something like a BMW. It was stylish, but I knew it would go fast. I was in the passenger...
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    Sbe

    I started a media fast on Monday, cutting out basically everything. Without a job or school, I had nothing to do, and it definitely got to me. I ended it today, but I had a couple of odd dreams which I hope you guys can help interpret. The first started with me & my mom walking around inside...
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    What to do about my brother?

    Hey all! My younger brother is 15 and has some big (in my opinion) issues. It started a couple years ago when something happened (nobody really knows except him & he won't say anything) at school. He just stopped going. Parents had to go to work before he had to leave for the bus, so I guess he...
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    Constantly thinking of a girl

    I know this sounds silly, but she's been almost always on my mind for the past few days. It's not something I can really control either. Say I'll be watching tv or something. She'll just pop into my mind & I'll be stuck thinking about her for at least 30 minutes or so. They're not "dirty"/impure...