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  1. GreyWolf

    Need support (may trigger)

    well, I feel a little sheepish. Apparently, I had my contact e-mail for Christian forum sent to an e-mail I no longer check. So I didn't get a notifications when people responded to my post. Therefore, I assumed that no one had responded to my post, and I didn't come back here until just now...
  2. GreyWolf

    Need support (may trigger)

    Hi. I was very active on this forum for a long time, but left a while ago, not for any particular reason, just busy with other things and forgot to login for a while, and never came back. I used to be a very devout born again Christian, but I lost my faith and now am not sure I believe in God...
  3. GreyWolf

    An 11 Year Old Murders Pregnant Woman

    has anyone been following this story? 11 Year Old Boy Accused of Murder to be Tried | Newsflavor This 11 year old kid is charged with murder in the killing of his father's live in girlfriend, who was 8 months pregnant with his own half-brother. The baby was only a few weeks away from...
  4. GreyWolf

    Abortion: What do you think?

    I have to admit, I always had mixed feelings about whether abortion should be legal. I mean, I don't believe in it. I'd never have one. But I was unsure about whether other people should be allowed to. Now, I have to say, I recently stumbled across this article. I was pretty shaken up when...
  5. GreyWolf

    Struggles with Faith and Suicide

    Thank you. Maybe support is all I need right now. You know- to know that there are people who care. Maybe that is actually more important than advice to be honest. Thank you for replying.
  6. GreyWolf

    Struggles with Faith and Suicide

    I really want to get this out, and even though I have horrible tendonitis and the doctor tole me ABSOLUTELY NO TYPING, i am writing this and I hope you don't mind. I'm really looking for answers I am still struggling with the suicidal feelings. I want to ask you to help me make sense of...
  7. GreyWolf

    Feelings about God and upsetting thoughts-Trigger Warning!

    I wanted to post and ask for some advice, but I can't really reply or have a major dialog because I have tendonitis and the doctor said not to type. It really really hurts. However, what I am dealing with is bothering me so much I wanted to talk about it and I'll read your replies. I suffer...
  8. GreyWolf

    Question for Christians

    I am really curious to hear what people say about this scenario. Please answer honestly. I am really curious to read the answers of Born Again Christians in particular. Here is the question: You are hired by a high school to debate an atheist. This atheist is a well known speaker. She...
  9. GreyWolf

    Hello I'm back

    Hi. It's me, Greywolf. I was in the hospital, but I'm back now. Feeling better too, as my meds were adjusted and things are looking up a bit. I just wanted to check in, but I'll write more later with more details of how the hospital went and such. One thing I brought back from the hospital...
  10. GreyWolf

    Update

    Hello guys, It's now midnight, and, of course, I'm wide awake, which is the normal state after sleeping all day (sigh) so it will most likely be a long, lonely night. However, I am feeling better. I keep telling myself that these impulses to self-harm are my illness, not me. Also, I know...
  11. GreyWolf

    Update

    Hey guys. I was sick all night and slept all day,and now those suicidal feelings are really hitting me. I'm going to try and distract myself by reading, but I keep wanting to just "hurt myself a little" but I know "a little" could lead to "a lot" in a hurry. So I'm really fighting. Thank you...
  12. GreyWolf

    Update

    You are right, m, about the hobbies. I love to read. I picked up a book last night, and was really enjoying it. It is kind of a stupid book. I like thrillers and mysteries, books that keep me guessing and keep me on my toes. This one is about a bunch of hikers who go into the woods and get...
  13. GreyWolf

    Update

    I called the pastor. I told him about my suicidal issues. He told me I had to know it wasn't the right answer. He said he'd try to find someone to take me to church this sunday (I do not have a car) I never thought I'd go back to church. I don't want to, I'm afraid to. But I'm so desperate. I...
  14. GreyWolf

    Update

    The police officer who came to my house was really nice. He seemed genuinely concerned and kind. He gave me the number of the police station, and said that I could call it to bypass 911 if 911 was too intimidating. He said I could call anytime day or night, and they'd send an ambulence with no...
  15. GreyWolf

    Update

    Hi. I know I said I was going to leave the forum. But I don't really want to. Truth is, I need as much support as I can get right now. I had a talk with my counselor. She said my hurting myself in the middle of the night was very serious, more serious than I was taking it, that it was a trial...
  16. GreyWolf

    Update

    Hey Friends, For reasons I won't get into, I am taking a leave of absence from CF. I apprecaite all the support you have given me, and please continue to pray for me. But don't be concerned when you don't hear from me for a little while, ok? Thank you.
  17. GreyWolf

    Update

    I am going through a hard time, still struggling. please keep me in your thoughts. Every now and then I will post that I'm ok so you know. The feelings and tempations are still upsetting, so please continue to lift me up in prayer. I will be in touch later.
  18. GreyWolf

    Update

    I see my doctor next week and have a support group also where I can talk to my counselor. I edited my last post. The truth is, I dont' want anyone to call the cops on me. But I feel like I owe you guys the truth. I hurt myself. I couldn't have died from what I did, but I felt so angry at...
  19. GreyWolf

    Update

    I'm ok
  20. GreyWolf

    Thinking about suicide again....

    Thank you all for your support. I just spent a little time with my sister. She was actually pretty upset because a guy she had a crush on is getting married, and the whole unrequited love thing. I was able to be there for her, and make her feel better. That made me feel better. Plus, we went...