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  1. flying_kiwifruit

    I dont know

    I'm till finding it hard to get out of bed and stuff, despite my medication being doubled. I will only get out of bed if I have spent a long time in there (like 830pm to miday) or if I have to do something that is required of me to be able to pay for the rent aka work, once I am out of bed I...
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    Youg and in pain

    I dont have a chronic pain but I do live in pain that has been there for a long time and no one knows if it will ever disapeer. I'm 18 and I live in constant knee pain and sometimes back pain to. This is ruining my life, I can't do as much as I want to, and some nights I cant sleep because of...
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    picking

    is anyone else here a skin picker. Like if you get a ichy bite you will scratch it till it is a scab and then wont let the scab heal? does anyone have and suggestions to stop this, I have tried to stop because my arm looks gross atm, but I dont even noticed I am doing it.
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    Thongs VS Jandals

    Which is correct thongs or jandals. They are jandals to me, thongs is a type of underwear
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    Self injury Forum

    In the SI forum there is this message at the top The peer support forum for self-injurers. NOTE: Every post is moderated by a moderator before being made public. Any posts containing threats to self-harm will be deleted immediately. This is NOT a forum for professional treatment and this site...
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    He said sorry

    My brother who has hurt me a lot, just said sorry to me. Reason he said sorry was because he wanted to do it before I move countries. Just because I was moving, why couldn't of he said sorry before when I wasn't moving. I don't know how to react, I will still have flashbacks, I will still feel...
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    I can't get him to understand

    Ok so I have a partner, sometimes we play fight and thats all good, but sometimes he is trying to play fight, and I don't want to because its to scary because of my past. But I can't get him to stop no matter how many times I ask him to let me go, most times I end up biting him hard so he will...
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    SAFE Appeal

    Are any other kiwis working in the Safe Street Apeal next week? Nat
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    Having probs with anxeity at work.

    I work as a cleaner in a church, most of the time I am alone in the building on a saturday. I used to love my work, but now as soon I walk into the church, I instanly want to leave. In the past I have set the alarms off twice, both time technically the alarms were meant to be off but they...
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    Help needed, pretty urgently

    I have to anaylze some photos for a Photography assignment due on the 31 of October, dont know what some of the things I need to talk about are though. The questions are Make annotated notes to analyse the compositional structure, format, symmetry/asymmetry, diagonals, triangular, curviliner...
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    NaNoWriMo

    Its that time again folks, we are coming up to November, which means it is time for NaNoWriMo (National Novel Writing Month http://www.nanowrimo.org/). So who is in this year, who isnt, or are you undecieded about it. I plan to give it another go, never made it to the 50,000 mark yet but maybe...
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    Um been told I might have a problem

    On Wednesday I got told I "might" have a problem with alcohol. I'm not usre though, I see nothing wrong with my drinking but other people do. I drink so I can sleep at night, its just a shot or two before bed. I don't get what is wrong with that, but according to a counsellor that can be classed...
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    I hate myself

    I hate myself so much right now. I dont even know why, but I just want to hurt and die, but I can't. I'm not allowed to because that would make me selfish, and that would mean I wasn't thinking about others, that would mean I would fail once again. I can't do anything right at the moment. I'm...
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    For my neighbour

    Hey I got home tonight to find a Ambo in my neighbours driveway. She activated her medical alert alarm, and they called us to check on her. My mum went over and she is dizzy and vomitting, she is going up to the A&E to get checked out and my mum is going with her. Can you pray that it is...
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    Stolen Car

    A stressed out woman on a busy boulevard was tailgating a man. Suddenly, the light turned yellow, just in front of him. He did the right thing, stopping at the crosswalk, even though he could have beaten the red light by accelerating through the intersection. The tailgating woman was furious...
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    Facts VS Beliefs

    I"M NOT LOOKING FOR A DEBATE. I'm not exactly a new Christian but one that has struggled with the same question for many years. I was brought up on facts, and that it is facts we trust, not beliefs, not theories or anything else. It's facts that are right, and if it doesnt have a fact about...
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    School

    My parents donr know about the fact that I find it hard to be in crowds and stuff and that sometimes school set it off. It used to be only a few days every few weeks that I would get anxious at school, and I could fight through those days, now it is everyday. It feels like all my fellow year 13...
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    My mate

    In the last week, my mate has had to deal with a lot. this is a message i got from him on msn the now this, is the a girl he knows got raped yesterday. Can you pray from these kids, and for him, he is 16 and shouldnt have to see all his mates go through that.
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    Clippping Shadows and Highlights

    Hey I'm doing some reading up on photo editing and in one section they talked about editing the histogram so it doesnt clip the highlights and shadows. A few questions, what does clipping mean and how by looking at a histogram can I tell if it is being done, also what effect does this have on...
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    Flash: Action Script

    I'm fairly new to flash and using action script. Does anyone know the script for me to click a button, and that button to take me to Scene Two, Frame One and then Play. Many Thanks Nat