I`m thinking, with God and all. I agree that being alive is more than just developed self-awareness, you feel also, but why has there got be a god? Life started in water, it learned to build a body from the proteins of plants in and surrounding the water, so there was a will to start with. Where does a god really come into place? We know the Big Bang started with an imploding star, it collapsed because of it`s weight. Where exactly does it show that it must have been created by someone? I can`t really find traces of a god. You have self-awareness because you think about yourself and reflect, but it`s like developed from the will