I'm afraid..

Do you love God? OCD can be a burden indeed ... that awareness is half the battle. Why do you think you have lost grace?

Mia Asa said:

Last time i heard about the grace last time, somebody says "If you lose grace from God it over for you ." And it makes me anxiety I don't wanna be lose. That Faith makes me anxiety. I often think better i didn't know the Bible.I wanna cry right now. OCD makes me crazy.

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Only when one commits apostasy, leave the faith, will Grace no longer be available as that person no longer acknowledges Jesus Christ of Nazareth however, repenting from that apostasy is always a way back to Him.
Blessings

Mia Asa said:

Last time i heard about the grace last time, somebody says "If you lose grace from God it over for you ." And it makes me anxiety I don't wanna be lose. That Faith makes me anxiety. I often think better i didn't know the Bible.I wanna cry right now. OCD makes me crazy.

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Does your doctor know of this ?

Mia Asa said:

Last time i heard about the grace last time, somebody says "If you lose grace from God it over for you ." And it makes me anxiety I don't wanna be lose. That Faith makes me anxiety. I often think better i didn't know the Bible.I wanna cry right now. OCD makes me crazy.

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I (J. Wilbur Chapman) was studying for the ministry, and I heard that D. L. Moody was to preach in Chicago. I went to hear him. Finally I got into his after meeting. I shall never forget the thrill that went through me when he came and sat down beside me as an inquirer. He asked me if I was a Christian. I said, “Mr. Moody, I am not sure whether I am a Christian or not.”
He very kindly took his Bible and opened it to the 5th chapter of John, and the 24 verse, which reads as follows: “Verily, verily, I say unto you, he that heareth my word, and believeth on Him that sent Me, hath everlasting life, and shall not come into condemnation, but is passed from death unto life.”
Suppose you had read it through for the first time, wouldn’t you think it was wonderful? I read it through, and he said, “Do you believe it?”
I said, “Yes.”
“Do you accept it?”
I said, “Yes.”
“Well, are you a Christian?”
“Mr. Moody, I sometimes think I am, and sometimes I am afraid I am not.”
He very kindly said, “Read it again.”
So I read it again, “Verily, verily, I say unto you, he that heareth my word, and believeth on Him that sent Me, hath everlasting life, and shall not come into condemnation, but is passed from death unto life.”
Then he said, “Do you believe it?”
I said, “Yes.”
“Do you receive Him?”
I said, “Yes.”
“Well,” he said, “are you a Christian?”
I just started to say over again that sometimes I was afraid I was not, when the only time in all the years I knew him and loved him, he was sharp with me. He turned on me with his eyes flashing and said, “See here, whom are you doubting?” Then I saw it for the first time, that when I was afraid I was not a Christian I was doubting (a promise of Jesus Himself!) I read it again with my eyes overflowing with tears. Since that day I have had many sorrows and many joys, but never have I doubted for a moment that I was a Christian, because God said it.

Some have suggested Inositol as a possibility to reduce OCD symptoms. One problem with supplements is that they frequently do not work the same way for everyone. Doing research and starting with a small dose may be the way to approach experimentation.

Mia Asa said:

Last time i heard about the grace last time, somebody says "If you lose grace from God it over for you ." And it makes me anxiety I don't wanna be lose. That Faith makes me anxiety. I often think better i didn't know the Bible.I wanna cry right now. OCD makes me crazy.

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Try the carnivore diet or at least a high quality keto diet with a lot of eggs. It may also help to stop drinking any teas, coffee, cocoa, alcohol and similar things. And sleep regularly. Take D3-K2 supplement. Try to do the blood work, to find out if you lack also something else or take some good multivitamin and multimineral preventively.

Your goals should be to give the brain the best anti-inflammatory nutrition and ketones and to let it clean up of toxins during the deep sleep every night. And to regulate your hormones with enough of D3. Eggs, besides being the nature's multivitamin and almost complete nutrition, will provide also very important tryptophan which is needed for the production of serotonin.

The bible tells us:


If you have fallen into sin, or a time of unbelief, there is still hope, for the cross covers our whole life time of sins:


Church leaders were told to pray for the restoration of those who had wandered into sin. Only if a person died in sin, could they no longer pray:


The fact is if you have got messed up in sin, you need to confess it before God, and allow Him to cleanse you.