Hi everybody, I'm a new member and new to Christianity... Well, not entirely true. I was raised Southern Baptist, in the Ozarks in Arkansas. Now this is where things get wiley. At 14 (God forgive me) I found wicca, or well a psudo version of it, but it was enough to start me down a poisonous path. I moved from that to what is called Celtic Reconstructionism. Worse yet some of us worked on reconstructing a Druid's way. Not healthy! This went on until just a few yrs ago, when I at last saw the light of God - Amen! Now I struggle to find God's forginess, as i try to recall my sins, for they are many and varied! I want to one day get passed the part of my brain that demands proof, to cure my blindness to a world of color and light, to find my mother's unshakable faith in Christ, and i hope posting among you will help me find myself in Christ's glory once more. Thank you for reading. Bye for now!