I feel like my struggles and setbacks are finally making sense. Um so today at work I was able to share God with a coworker we got into a deep discussion. I answered everything to the best of my ability and i feel like I planted seeds.
But im nervous bc im not perfect at all. I dont feel like Im the person to do it ( yes i know no one is perfect but i feel Ive sinned too much) im afraid of messing up for God.
Im excited but nervous to be uaed bc im very shy and Im just afraid od saying or doing the wrong thing. Also I know the more you follow God the worse the attacks ( still gonna follow but...) Im afraid of messing up and falling off that narrow path.
But yeah i feel like maybe ...just maybe im going through what i am bc its a buffetting my flesh process. Not getting what I want but what God wills and during his timing.
I just want to bring glory to him.
But im nervous bc im not perfect at all. I dont feel like Im the person to do it ( yes i know no one is perfect but i feel Ive sinned too much) im afraid of messing up for God.
Im excited but nervous to be uaed bc im very shy and Im just afraid od saying or doing the wrong thing. Also I know the more you follow God the worse the attacks ( still gonna follow but...) Im afraid of messing up and falling off that narrow path.
But yeah i feel like maybe ...just maybe im going through what i am bc its a buffetting my flesh process. Not getting what I want but what God wills and during his timing.
I just want to bring glory to him.