prayer for my mom and me! :(

thelord's_pearl · Mar 1, 2020

Hello! I'm traumatized by something that happened not long ago. My mom what I feel was an over-reaction, over-reacted last Tuesday. She went crazy and breathed so hard like she was going to have a heart attack and banged the remote control and looked crazy and she also said that one day she might kill me and kill herself too. After how she reacted I wasn't sure if she was completely sane so I asked questions but now she's fine, it was to do with something about my withdrawal from medication and others things we later talked about as I insisted we needed to talk! After how she reacted I got psychotic anxiety from worrying, like there's something wrong with me or I don't know.. it was so scary, it scared me so much and worried me so much and I wanted to let this out as I feel I was traumatized. I got 'psychotic "anxiety"' from worrying now. I'm still breathing and I try to think positive and then I could breathe through all the pathways in my head but I think most of the time I'm breathing in but not through all the pathways in my head. I've had psychotic anxiety from worrying with two other things before but I no longer have it for those things. Now after this what I feel is over-reaction from her I find myself also breathing a little faster at times too. I'm really scared about my mental health. I don't want to have psychotic anxiety anymore. I had it for several years before and got over it and now I don't want to start up again. She also had a serious reaction another time too like about a year or so ago so it's not the first time, it's about the second time. The first time it was scary too, she breathed so hard like she could have a heart attack. Our talk recently was good though bc there were things she wasn't thinking the right way or spiritually/God/Jesus-wise and she also said sorry and that she would never harm me and that she loves me too much. I told myself 'I did the best I could (to relieve things) to the best of the knowledge I have now about my mom and she's fine now'. I told that to myself to try to be able to breath through all the pathways in my head, but what I still worry about is if God would take care of my mom and therefore me. I don't think I took it seriously the first time she reacted seriously but that second time was worse and now I do the best I could to the best of my knowledge I have now about my mom. I pleaded to God to make me so peaceful and help my mom whenever she needs it to be so peaceful too and for my loved ones as well and anyone who's going to be important in my life and I think I added or should've added to bring peace to those who lack peace. Please pray for my serious mental health and for my mom. Thank you so much so tremendously! And thank you for reading. Any words of God's truth and comfort and open written text prayers from true Christians would be appreciated.

I really need help

Tra Phull · Mar 1, 2020

For God hath not given us the spirit fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind.
2Tim 1:7

ReesePiece23 · Mar 1, 2020

Just keep in mind, that ALL anxiety stems from a desire (or even a need) to escape the present moment. And as much as you may want to fast forward or rewind, the future will never EVER exist, and the past can never EVER be made live again - all you can ever work with is the here and now.

Breathe, give each other space, get present, pray, then attempt to communicate.

Tra Phull · Mar 1, 2020

the Lord's_pearl

I want to claim that for you and your Mom both.

I too have had issues with anxiety.

thelord's_pearl · Mar 1, 2020

Satan likes to steal, kill and destroy. I want victory over Satan! like David wrote in psalm that Satan meant something for harm but God turned it into good. I pray that happens to me.

Tra Phull · Mar 1, 2020

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Tra Phull · Mar 1, 2020

I pray that God will squash Satan under your feet

Jeshu · Mar 1, 2020

Psychoses are horrible i have suffered fom them a lot as well over my life time. One thing i found that really grounded me was giving my fears to Jesus to handle. Jesus can cope with fear so well that even when He seats blood He doesn't run scared so His ability is what you want as well.

Keep giving Him your inabilities and ask for ability back in return. Fear is a horrible enemy that can break us completely but safety with Jesus is guaranteed. So stay with Jesus He helped me overcome incredible fear and panic attacks. Good psychotic medications helps a lot as well.

Peace.

Lord Jesus i pray you protect this Pearl of Yours from the fear that lives within. Help Pearl drop of all the inner fears at your feet and teach Pearl to leave them there. Show Pearl that fear can be overcome for perfect love casts out fear. Teach Pearl to ask for a fearless heart as giving a fearful heart to You.

Be with Pearl Lord and with Pearl's mother as well. Bring them peace and love for each other. You know Lord that there is safety in your love fill Pearl to overflowing. In Jesus name i ask. Amen.

redleghunter · Mar 1, 2020

Matthew 11: ESV

28Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.29Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.”

thelord's_pearl · Mar 2, 2020

I guess even though I seem to not think it would happen again, I do worry that it might happen again and her reaction really did disturb me that I think I have post-traumatic-stress disorder and probably something else even worse but I'm thinking if I be watchful of my attitude which she talked about (I did yell as there was something I did for two days with one of my medication withdrawals that I really wasn't feeling well and I don't want to explain it) and keep the peace with everyone then God would give me peace. My mom doesn't have a good temper either (she has a story and she gets irritated) so even though I probably didn't need to yell, I learned to yell too but I'm being watchful of that now. We did have a good talk back and forth and she discovered things about me and herself through the talk and I discovered about what she was going through and her thoughts too, etc like I explained in the first post. I explained things clearly to her, I talked about what I thought about her thinking that's not right and she needs to be spirtual, etc and told her I do love/care about and appreciate her and the things I did and said and she acknowledged it. I asked questions to relieve both our worries or emotional issues and said everything I needed to say. I also said it's not that she can't yell, it's just that she has to think the right ways/spiritual like God/Jesus-wise. I prayed to God that he will show me the truth through His Word that'll give me peace. Thank you so much for reading again.

Tra Phull · Mar 2, 2020

I pray you and Mom can talk without yelling, pearl.

Ricky M · Mar 2, 2020

John 12:25

Anyone who loves their life will lose it, while anyone who hates their life in this world will keep it for eternal life.

John 15:19

If ye were of the world, the world would love his own: but because ye are not of the world, but I have chosen you out of the world, therefore the world hates you.

James 4:4

Ye adulterers and adulteresses, know ye not that the friendship of the world is enmity with God? Whosoever therefore will be a friend of the world is the enemy of God.

1 John 2:15

Love not the world, neither the things that are in the world. If any man love the world, the love of the Father is not in him.

1 Corinthians 4:11

Even unto this present hour we both hunger, and thirst, and are naked, and are buffeted, and have no certain dwelling place; 12 And labor, working with our own hands: being reviled, we bless; being persecuted, we suffer it: 13 Being defamed, we entreat: we are made as the filth of the world, and are the off scouring of all things unto this day. 14 I write not these things to shame you, but as my beloved sons I warn you."

Matthew 5:3

“Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. 4 Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted. 5 Blessed are the meek, for they will inherit the earth. 6 Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they will be filled. 7 Blessed are the merciful, for they will be shown mercy. 8 Blessed are the pure in heart, for they will see God. 9 Blessed are the peacemakers, for they will be called children of God. 10 Blessed are those who are persecuted because of righteousness, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. 11 Blessed are you when people insult you, persecute you and falsely say all kinds of evil against you because of me. 12 Rejoice and be glad, because great is your reward in heaven, for in the same way they persecuted the prophets who were before you.

Luke 6:20

“Blessed are you who are poor, for yours is the kingdom of God. 21 Blessed are you who hunger now, for you will be satisfied. Blessed are you who weep now, for you will laugh. 22 Blessed are you when people hate you, when they exclude you and insult you and reject your name as evil, because of the Son of Man. 23 “Rejoice in that day and leap for joy, because great is your reward in heaven. For that is how their ancestors treated the prophets. 24 “But woe to you who are rich, for you have already received your comfort. 25 Woe to you who are well fed now, for you will go hungry. Woe to you who laugh now, for you will mourn and weep. 26 Woe to you when everyone speaks well of you, for that is how their ancestors treated the false prophets.

2 Corinthians 12:10

That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.

Matthew 10:22

You will be hated by everyone because of Me, but the one who stands firm to the end will be saved.

Philippians 1:21

For to me, to live is Christ and to die is gain. 22 If I am to go on living in the body, this will mean fruitful labor for me. Yet what shall I choose? I do not know! 23 I am torn between the two: I desire to depart and be with Christ, which is better by far; 24 but it is more necessary for you that I remain in the body. 25 Convinced of this, I know that I will remain, and I will continue with all of you for your progress and joy in the faith

1 Thessalonians 3:7

Therefore, brothers and sisters, in all our distress and persecution we were encouraged about you because of your faith. 8 For now we really live, since you are standing firm in the Lord.

LoricaLady · Mar 3, 2020

Praying for guidance, healing.

thelord's_pearl · Mar 3, 2020

So in what I wrote, how can I still be at peace through God's Word? as long as I do what? As long as what? specifically. Thank you so tremendously! I didn't take her reaction very seriously the first time but as long as on the second time I did and I'm willing to repent of what I couldn't done to relieve her distress then God will take care of me with this? And if she is mindful of repentance and believes in God (which she's not sure of) then God would always take care of her? is that the anti-dote to worrying/psychotic anxiety bc I'm really in need of help in the way I'm feeling and I need help in God's truth/Word for healing the amount of worry I have. I haven't been able to get rid of it and I think it's bc I care. Thank you so tremendously if you could help me clearly with comfort from the Word of God according to what I have said/outlined!

tturt · Mar 4, 2020

'Fear thou not; for I am with thee: be not dismayed; for I am thy God: I will strengthen thee; yea, I will help thee; yea, I will uphold thee with the right hand of my righteousness." Isa

'But even the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Fear not therefore: ye are of more value than many sparrows.' Luk

Jesus said "I in them, and thou in me, that they may be made perfect in one; and that the world may know that thou hast sent me, and hast loved them, as thou hast loved me." John 17:23

Is this what you mean? If not, I can delete.

JesseBassett · Mar 4, 2020

I am praying for your whole family. God bless you!

Stephanie7 · Mar 4, 2020

Heavenly Father, gather the both of them in Your arms right now and comfort them with Your peace. Take away their fears, help them to forgive one another, and help the both of them to cope on a day to day basis, "Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known unto God."
And the peace of God which surpasses all understanding will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus."
Philippians 4:6-7. I ask this in Jesus Name, Amen

Maddie123 · Mar 4, 2020

Will be praying for you. I’ve gone through depression and anxiety and have a very toxic relationship with my mother also.

thelord's_pearl · Mar 4, 2020

I didn't get a response from anyone about my worry from the truth of the Word of God to my final message above. I wouldn't say I have a toxic relationship with my mom but that she has emotional issues and with things about me that are out of her control and issues with not thinking the right way. She is very loving, did so tremendously much for me. It's sad to me though that both of my parents were not Christian so I didn't get to learn things from the age of 5 and up and I feel therefore I got generational curses on me. My dad was a Christian later in his years but I don't know if he really is one and my mom believes in God but I think she's not sure about Jesus. If my parents were Christian then at least things would've been much better for me. I'm losing 10 to 20 or have lost lots of years of my life. *sad*

thelord's_pearl · Mar 5, 2020

Thank you everyone for your prayers.

prayer for my mom and me! :(

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