I suffer from ocd and I pray to the Generic God who is different than Christian God
My ocd was worrying me by telling stuff without my will like
ocd: do not eat that food. you may have made a promise without your will to the Generic God not to eat it.
I was very worried but I knew they were thoughts without my will. ocd was telling me stuff like
ocd: throw away the food to calm down eventhough you know they are thoughts without your will. You can also calm down by making a promise without your will to the Generic God to eat your food and not throw it away.
I do not remember how I reacted to these thoughts without my will but I probably rejected them cause they were thoughts without my will.
I do not remember what happened next. I ate the food. and there is a chance thoughts without my will by ocd like
ocd: better eat it than throw it away.
after I ate it, ocd started telling me new stuff like
pcd: what about the papers and the bag that the food was covered with? (it came from a delivery restaurant) you must not throw them away because you may have made a promise without your will not to throw them away. you don't remember a lot of stuff about the thoughts that happened without your will. what if you made a promise without your will? what if you forced yourself to make a promise without your will? what if the promise without your will is valid?
same thing happened in the past with a store, ocd was trying to convince me to make promises in order to calm myself down but they are thoughts without my will.
My ocd was worrying me by telling stuff without my will like
ocd: do not eat that food. you may have made a promise without your will to the Generic God not to eat it.
I was very worried but I knew they were thoughts without my will. ocd was telling me stuff like
ocd: throw away the food to calm down eventhough you know they are thoughts without your will. You can also calm down by making a promise without your will to the Generic God to eat your food and not throw it away.
I do not remember how I reacted to these thoughts without my will but I probably rejected them cause they were thoughts without my will.
I do not remember what happened next. I ate the food. and there is a chance thoughts without my will by ocd like
ocd: better eat it than throw it away.
after I ate it, ocd started telling me new stuff like
pcd: what about the papers and the bag that the food was covered with? (it came from a delivery restaurant) you must not throw them away because you may have made a promise without your will not to throw them away. you don't remember a lot of stuff about the thoughts that happened without your will. what if you made a promise without your will? what if you forced yourself to make a promise without your will? what if the promise without your will is valid?
same thing happened in the past with a store, ocd was trying to convince me to make promises in order to calm myself down but they are thoughts without my will.
