Hey, guys!
I posted before asking for prayers for my Nana. She had a biopsy done and she was coughing up blood.
She got her results back today. It's stage 1 small cell lung cancer.
She had breast cancer before and she continued to smoke.
Small cell lung cancer is most often caused by smoking.
I'm really worried about her. But at the same time I am angry.
We begged her to stop smoking after the cancer. She didn't listen. She bad mouthed the doctors the whole time she was in the hospital after this biopsy- blaming them for everything that was happening. Then she went home and started smoking less than 2 hours after she took of the oxygen. Mind you, she was and is still doing breathing treatments twice a day. She's supposed to be doing them 4 times a day, but she said she won't do it. So two is better than none in her mind.
Then I went to spend the day with her on Monday and she was blaming the doctors for the breathing treatment causing her to cough. She did the treatment while I was there and was fine. Until she started smoking. At this point, I have done everything I can to get her not to. I just let it happen. Arguing just causes problems anymore...
So after the cigarette she starts coughing for the first time since I got there (almost 3 hours after I got there) and she blames it on the doctors because she got the biopsy done.
I can't feel bad for her. I just can't.
But I am worried. I do care about her. And I do love her so much. Which is why I frankly am furious.
Sorry for turning this into a rant. I just needed to let it out
Prayers would be greatly appreciated if you have time. Thanks so much!
I posted before asking for prayers for my Nana. She had a biopsy done and she was coughing up blood.
She got her results back today. It's stage 1 small cell lung cancer.
She had breast cancer before and she continued to smoke.
Small cell lung cancer is most often caused by smoking.
I'm really worried about her. But at the same time I am angry.
We begged her to stop smoking after the cancer. She didn't listen. She bad mouthed the doctors the whole time she was in the hospital after this biopsy- blaming them for everything that was happening. Then she went home and started smoking less than 2 hours after she took of the oxygen. Mind you, she was and is still doing breathing treatments twice a day. She's supposed to be doing them 4 times a day, but she said she won't do it. So two is better than none in her mind.
Then I went to spend the day with her on Monday and she was blaming the doctors for the breathing treatment causing her to cough. She did the treatment while I was there and was fine. Until she started smoking. At this point, I have done everything I can to get her not to. I just let it happen. Arguing just causes problems anymore...
So after the cigarette she starts coughing for the first time since I got there (almost 3 hours after I got there) and she blames it on the doctors because she got the biopsy done.
I can't feel bad for her. I just can't.
But I am worried. I do care about her. And I do love her so much. Which is why I frankly am furious.
Sorry for turning this into a rant. I just needed to let it out
Prayers would be greatly appreciated if you have time. Thanks so much!