Father forgive me for I have sinned

Dear Father in Heaven,

Please forgive me for I have sinned, and unknowingly served a regime which keeps 3 million Uyghurs in concentration camps, in Xinjiang, China.

During my long mental sickness when I was alone, I was exploited and easily converted.

In the many years with the communists, I had unknowingly become a supporter of their ethnic cleansing crimes. I became a cold & ruthless operative who took part in propaganda teams that took down the young people in Taiwan's Sunflower movement, and HK's Umbrella movment. I am truly sorry and filled with remorse.

Please allow me to redeem myself, and give me strength to do so. Please bless the good people of the world, everywhere, who dare to question and speak up, stand up for those who are being persecuted.

Please reveal to the world, the crimes which China has hidden from the eyes of the world.
Give strength to the weak who are oppressed, and God willing, one day gain their independence.

So LORD help us all.

In Jesus' name, AMEN.

Thank you everyone, everyday I am asking God to forgive me for my sins, and to give me strength to redeem myself. For the wonderful place on Earth i'm in which allows religious freedom, and to remind ourselves that in Xinjiang, China, 3 million Uyghurs are languishing in concentration camps.

I ask myself what have I done to deserve living in such wonderful conditions when for the past so many years i have been supporting such a evil regime, and supported them in persecuting the young people of Hong Kong and Taiwan.

So I've started to slowly make amends for my sins which are many, and doing digital resistance to the CPC regime's crackdown on Muslims. And when I get better, from my condition, hopefully i can and i want to do more.

Father give me the strength to redeem myself and be able to suffer any trials and retributions gladly because of what I've done in support of this tyrannical regime. Because I know God has a price for every action, and I will gladly pay them.


So God help us all, and Bless every kind soul and good person in this world with Healing and Protection.
Let the oppressed be protected, and find strength to rise up against their evil masters.

In Jesus' name, Amen.

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Once again Thanks everyone, for your encouragement and forgiveness.

I just read a report on HKers protest on their extradition law.
When i saw one youth's photograph the tears just came to my eyes, I really let them down.

When I posted on my new Twitter account, people from different walks of life came and encouraged, I really feel I don't deserve the friendship.

But God please give me strength to bear the retributions and trials, and give me strength to redeem myself.

Today is another wonderful day and we give thanks to the LORD for all these, and being able to live in our regions which allows religious freedom, but let us not forget the 3 million Uyghurs who are being tortured in Xinjiang's concentration camps and undergoing ethnic cleansing by forcing them to renounce their religion, eating pork during ramadan, and forcibly marrying Uyghur girls to Han Chinese such that several generations from now, there will be no more Uyghurs. It is a great atrocity which is happening now.

I cannot undo what I have done during those years with Communist China but I can change the future, I, and touch my heart many resistance fighters across the world, have and can change the future by preventing the evil from spreading.

It is crystal clear now, that if it is ok to kill 3 million Muslims, then what's stopping them from dropping a nuclear weapon which kills 1 million, it is fine with the evil which has no conscience and never intended to play by the rules.

So LORD give me strength to bear my retributions for GOD is fair and deals with everyone fairly and squarely, but LORD give me a chance to redeem myself and give me strength for my redemption.
Oh LORD, protect the good people all over who are struggling and fighting, open the eyes of the world and deliver the suffering persecuted from their ordeal, and GOD willing one day rise up against their oppressors and regain their freedom.

Oh LORD, as I look upon the faces of the freedom fighters in Hong Kong and Taiwan today, I felt I have let them down greatly, but LORD keep them safe and sound, and anoint them with divine power such that nothing harms them in their incarceration, that they will be healthy and full of spirit.

In JESUS' name i pray these AMEN.

A surgeon revelation of organ harvesting and he says : "I didn’t feel anything but like a full-programmed robot doing its task. I thought I was carrying [out] my duty in eliminating an enemy of the state”

When I first saw the video it was this that struck a chord with me, because i felt the exact same way, when committing all the sins against the young people in the Sunflower movement, and in the Umbrella movement, and carrying out propaganda bombardment during that time. And I also took part in smearing the Falungong victims, and the lawyers, righteous people speaking up in China. I feel especially guilty because I was so proud of doing it, and it was effective ...

I did these for 9 years.

Father forgive me of my sins, and give me the strength to bear the retributions and the strength for redeeming myself. I deserve to be spit on and i deserve pain, but Father GOD as I take in the pain from now onwards, please if possible, for every pain i take please also take some of the pain which the Uyghurs feel daily and put it on to me, and make their pain lesser.

LORD bless the resistance we are building to fight the evil, and give us the strength to break the chains of the oppressed and bring down the oppressor.

In JESUS' name, Amen.

When you're being controlled, you voluntarily somehow won't go anywhere else but Weibo, which is Communist China's social media. Even if you are at a free part of the world, the most you will go is e.g. reddit to see sports news, and there's a controlling mechanism which is somehow built inside of a person who is under control, so that we disbelieve anything which others say.

When I was around 19 years old, when serving the National service in this part of the world, there was this incident which stuck with me throughout my life.
I had a Malay section mate, who was in my platoon. And our commander refused to allow him to send his grandma off for Mecca as Muslims. What I did was went with my corporal to actually plead for him and challenge our commander.
And in the end, my Malay brother was allowed to go, and everyone was happy.
This was the 'defining' moment in my life which made me particularly anti-racist.

When we are in that twisted social media environment in China, all news and questioning are blocked, and only after seeing CNN's report on Uyghurs on the 8th of May (It is the Champion's League final for Liverpool vs Barceloa, otherwise i would never have went to reddit), and the report of absolutely horrifying treatment of Uyghurs broke the spell of mind control of the communists over me.

I hope by sharing this, more people can be aware of not only the 3 million in the concentration camps, and the persecuted in China and elsewhere, but also aware of the plight of the Chinese within the nation who are always kept under some form of spell or whatsoever, and they are like that for their whole lives.

Thank GOD for allowing me to confess in here, and Thank you everyone for your patience and kindness shown to me, the sinful one.


People living in China has the Great Firewall blocking everything outside, and they see the same things on Weibo, over and over again, daily, their whole lives.
It is almost like the scene in S.H.I.E.L.D. where the prisoners have the eyes forcibly opened all the time looking at the brainwashing stuff on the bigscreen.

Now I know why religion is banned in China, and they're tearing down churches, imprisoning Christians, putting Muslims in concentration camps and killing monks in Tibet.

Because Religion can break the hypnosis by giving Hope, and a relationship with God.