Yeah I'm really tired of having to make myself perfect in order for God to care about meDo you have any hidden sin in your life? I tend to find that God listens to me better when I turn from my sinful ways.
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Yeah I'm really tired of having to make myself perfect in order for God to care about meDo you have any hidden sin in your life? I tend to find that God listens to me better when I turn from my sinful ways.
Did you receive the Holy Spirit as in Christ in Us? If not invite Him in ask for that gift using His own words you said ask so I am asking. Like Jacob don't let go until He blesses you.All I ask of him is to show me that he's there and listening but he never does!! I was in a really, really, really dark place in my life and I needed strength and comfort, or at least one of those. I needed to know that I wasn't alone and he stayed silent. He didn't provide peace or comfort or even a sign that he was there. And that doesn't feel like love to me. What kind of person claims to love someone but stays silent when they're suffering?
I don't have any faith anymore. Call me what you like, but I have given up. I hear stories of God speaking to people, taking their pain away. Yet I have spent so many nights sobbing alone in my bed, begging for help, pleading for God to take away the pain or at least let me know that he's there. I've spent so many nights reaching up, desperate for him. But I'm just talking to my ceiling. I don't have it in me to try anymore. He has abandoned me or he never loved me in the first place. I'm not sure what to do. I believe he exists still but I don't believe he cares. He wasn't there when I needed him most and I don't know if he ever was.
Not sure what else to say. I just don't think there's a point in calling myself a Christian anymore. I don't know what I believe.
No pain, No gain... and I do mean that, really... been my experience in this life anyway... But the gain is usually only seen in hindsight as the pain starts to pass or starts to diminish, then you'll see and experience the gain...I'm sorry to hear about your pain. I'm glad that you're still holding on to your faith. I wish I could have.
But I just don't understand how someone who claims to love us so much can't take away our pain. it seems cruel.
He kinda does have a point, getting your mind off yourself and on others can be a welcome distraction when your in pain... you'll find that it goes away for awhile, and can even help make it easier to deal with when you do have to deal with it...Instead of sobbing at night about God not taken action, go out to help others in need, feed the hungry, cloth the naked, visit them in prison, then, I guaranty you, God will never leave you nor forsake you.
instead of playing the victim, become part of the answer to others. for God works in us all.
I don't have any faith anymore. Call me what you like, but I have given up. I hear stories of God speaking to people, taking their pain away. Yet I have spent so many nights sobbing alone in my bed, begging for help, pleading for God to take away the pain or at least let me know that he's there. I've spent so many nights reaching up, desperate for him. But I'm just talking to my ceiling. I don't have it in me to try anymore. He has abandoned me or he never loved me in the first place. I'm not sure what to do. I believe he exists still but I don't believe he cares. He wasn't there when I needed him most and I don't know if he ever was.
Not sure what else to say. I just don't think there's a point in calling myself a Christian anymore. I don't know what I believe.
Yes you do have to be careful around and with people and use some caution also, some people can be toxic, even dangerous... But, do you like animals? If you like animals but don't want to take on the responsibility of owing one, or just don't feel your ready for that, but like animals, maybe you could volunteer at and animal shelter or something...?If you are in Christ, the chain will only go so far, and He will draw you to Him. If not, then your doubts are confirmed. What I do not believe, is that we are able to break the Heavenly chain. And often people think the grass is greener in other pastures, but find themselves like a lost sheep without a Shepherd. As the late Keith Green once sang "you can run to the end of the highway, and still not find what you're looking for". If you leave and come back like the prodigal, of one thing I am certain, you'll be singing a different and beautiful song. In the meantime, be careful, it's a cruel world we live in, and much of it is hidden.
Megan, get up and go out the door of your home and start helping people. Put on the armor of Christ and do what you can for others expecting nothing in return. Stop "begging God" and start doing what God wants you and all of us to do. To manifest the Glory of His son, Jesus to the world. That means to turn your blessings into works, not for salvation because that is a waste of effort and time. Turn your blessings into works because God wants us to be that blessing to others. Start small. One thing at a time. One day at a time. You are going to be shocked at how loud our God is when you step out and step up to volunteer to be for somebody else.I don't have any faith anymore. Call me what you like, but I have given up. I hear stories of God speaking to people, taking their pain away. Yet I have spent so many nights sobbing alone in my bed, begging for help, pleading for God to take away the pain or at least let me know that he's there. I've spent so many nights reaching up, desperate for him. But I'm just talking to my ceiling. I don't have it in me to try anymore. He has abandoned me or he never loved me in the first place. I'm not sure what to do. I believe he exists still but I don't believe he cares. He wasn't there when I needed him most and I don't know if he ever was.
Not sure what else to say. I just don't think there's a point in calling myself a Christian anymore. I don't know what I believe.
Yeah I'm really tired of having to make myself perfect in order for God to care about me
I don’t know if it is a comfort, but read the parable ‘footprints’.I don't have any faith anymore. Call me what you like, but I have given up. I hear stories of God speaking to people, taking their pain away. Yet I have spent so many nights sobbing alone in my bed, begging for help, pleading for God to take away the pain or at least let me know that he's there. I've spent so many nights reaching up, desperate for him. But I'm just talking to my ceiling. I don't have it in me to try anymore. He has abandoned me or he never loved me in the first place. I'm not sure what to do. I believe he exists still but I don't believe he cares. He wasn't there when I needed him most and I don't know if he ever was.
Not sure what else to say. I just don't think there's a point in calling myself a Christian anymore. I don't know what I believe.
With the little information I'm reading, the situation looks like it's provoking you against God. Is God being unjust with your circumstances? There's an entire book about a similar situation with Job. Thing is we don't know the full picture of what is going on in the heavenly realms and I only know a little more about this pain you're talking about.I don't have any faith anymore. Call me what you like, but I have given up. I hear stories of God speaking to people, taking their pain away. Yet I have spent so many nights sobbing alone in my bed, begging for help, pleading for God to take away the pain or at least let me know that he's there. I've spent so many nights reaching up, desperate for him. But I'm just talking to my ceiling. I don't have it in me to try anymore. He has abandoned me or he never loved me in the first place. I'm not sure what to do. I believe he exists still but I don't believe he cares. He wasn't there when I needed him most and I don't know if he ever was.
Not sure what else to say. I just don't think there's a point in calling myself a Christian anymore. I don't know what I believe.
I don't have any faith anymore. Call me what you like, but I have given up. I hear stories of God speaking to people, taking their pain away. Yet I have spent so many nights sobbing alone in my bed, begging for help, pleading for God to take away the pain or at least let me know that he's there. I've spent so many nights reaching up, desperate for him. But I'm just talking to my ceiling. I don't have it in me to try anymore. He has abandoned me or he never loved me in the first place. I'm not sure what to do. I believe he exists still but I don't believe he cares. He wasn't there when I needed him most and I don't know if he ever was.
Not sure what else to say. I just don't think there's a point in calling myself a Christian anymore. I don't know what I believe.
I don't have any faith anymore. Call me what you like, but I have given up. I hear stories of God speaking to people, taking their pain away. Yet I have spent so many nights sobbing alone in my bed, begging for help, pleading for God to take away the pain or at least let me know that he's there. I've spent so many nights reaching up, desperate for him. But I'm just talking to my ceiling. I don't have it in me to try anymore. He has abandoned me or he never loved me in the first place. I'm not sure what to do. I believe he exists still but I don't believe he cares. He wasn't there when I needed him most and I don't know if he ever was.
Not sure what else to say. I just don't think there's a point in calling myself a Christian anymore. I don't know what I believe.
Yeah I'm really tired of having to make myself perfect in order for God to care about me
All I ask of him is to show me that he's there and listening but he never does!! I was in a really, really, really dark place in my life and I needed strength and comfort, or at least one of those. I needed to know that I wasn't alone and he stayed silent. He didn't provide peace or comfort or even a sign that he was there. And that doesn't feel like love to me. What kind of person claims to love someone but stays silent when they're suffering?