Does that mean you truly believe?
Considering this is the most important thing ever as salvation hinges on it, does anyone else feel they can't dig deep enough into their own soul to feel convinced enough about whether or not you believe that he died and rose again?
I have suffered varying manifestations of OCD since I was a little girl but this would have to be the worst of all. Worst because I don't know whether the core of it OCD or plain old unbelief, even though the continual thoughts about it are surely inflamed by OCD.
Sometimes I feel like my mind is attempting to turn me into a non-Messianic Jew or something because I can't wrap my mind around whether or not I really believe in Christ's resurrection, even though I want to. It's too important not to.
I was raised in a Christian home, have believed in God all my life, attend a good church and home group, read the bible and pray daily and have experienced the voice and comfort of the Holy Spirit.
So what is with that ONE LINE, "if you believe in your heart and confess with your mouth that Jesus died and was raised up again, you will be saved" that drives me to despair??? People talk about their problems in their walk and there is always someone saying, "well if you believe Jesus died and rose again, you're fine!" Always the IF. And it terrifies me, it gives me the absolute screaming horrors because WHAT IF I really don't or can't? Maybe some people actually can't and if that's the case, it's not my fault. :-(
Considering this is the most important thing ever as salvation hinges on it, does anyone else feel they can't dig deep enough into their own soul to feel convinced enough about whether or not you believe that he died and rose again?
I have suffered varying manifestations of OCD since I was a little girl but this would have to be the worst of all. Worst because I don't know whether the core of it OCD or plain old unbelief, even though the continual thoughts about it are surely inflamed by OCD.
Sometimes I feel like my mind is attempting to turn me into a non-Messianic Jew or something because I can't wrap my mind around whether or not I really believe in Christ's resurrection, even though I want to. It's too important not to.
I was raised in a Christian home, have believed in God all my life, attend a good church and home group, read the bible and pray daily and have experienced the voice and comfort of the Holy Spirit.
So what is with that ONE LINE, "if you believe in your heart and confess with your mouth that Jesus died and was raised up again, you will be saved" that drives me to despair??? People talk about their problems in their walk and there is always someone saying, "well if you believe Jesus died and rose again, you're fine!" Always the IF. And it terrifies me, it gives me the absolute screaming horrors because WHAT IF I really don't or can't? Maybe some people actually can't and if that's the case, it's not my fault. :-(
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