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What constitutes rejection? When I'm confused and scared I often follow bad lines of thought. Like perhaps I can go to hell, ergo I will. The fallacy being that the possible is the enevitable. In some of my confused moments I've caught myself saying (in my minds voice) 'I reject Christ' , because I'm scared the possible is the enevitable, so If I could reject, I will. I don't how I do that to myself, and I don't want it to be that way obviously. My fear is, how much did I know/mean when I thought those things, and do they constitute a seperation? I don't think so, HOPE. but it haunts me over and over, my peace is unfelt, to say the least. Anyhow, I know I'm erratic and all, but I'm really having trouble knowing my own will for sure 'n all. And I don't really know how to approach God in faith, cause on the one hand I believe He died for my sins, and on the other I'm not sure of my salvation or where I stand. Help. ... ?