What do you think Jesus thinks/feels towards someone who has given up the LGBT lifestyle for Him but misses it intensely/feels longing for the "old days" because of how happy they made that person? And now they're "living right" but completely miserable and feeling bitterness towards a God that does not approve of such love?
Aside from the issue of homosexuality (cause I know that's a loaded gun in a forum like this) Fill in the blank with whatever sinful thing you may have done before(partying, drinking to drunkenness,drugs,destructive relationships, inappropriate content..etc) --my real question is, if youve given something up for Him (truly no longer engaging in it) but miss it fiercely, do you think Hes angry? Sad? Does/could He punish for such longing for that which is sinful? Or do you think He could/would just be happy that you gave it up at all?
Such a good question!
I believe that God wants us to find happiness in serving Him. He doesn't want us to feel FORCED to serve Him....but to serve Him out of LOVE for Him. The more we love Him, the LESS we will love the things of this world and all the sin this world contains.
Read the last part of Romans Chapter 7:
(Rom 7:21) I find then a law, that, when I would do good, evil is present with me.
(Rom 7:22) For I delight in the law of God after the inward man:
(Rom 7:23) But I see another law in my members, warring against the law of my mind, and bringing me into captivity to the law of sin which is in my members.
(Rom 7:24) O wretched man that I am! who shall deliver me from the body of this death?
(Rom 7:25) I thank God through Jesus Christ our Lord. So then with the mind I myself serve the law of God; but with the flesh the law of sin.
And the first part of Romans Chapter 8:
(Rom 8:1) There is therefore now no condemnation to them which are in Christ Jesus, who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit.
(Rom 8:2) For the law of the Spirit of life in Christ Jesus hath made me free from the law of sin and death.
(Rom 8:3) For what the law could not do, in that it was weak through the flesh, God sending his own Son in the likeness of sinful flesh, and for sin, condemned sin in the flesh:
(Rom 8:4) That the righteousness of the law might be fulfilled in us, who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit.
(Rom 8:5) For they that are after the flesh do mind the things of the flesh; but they that are after the Spirit the things of the Spirit.
(Rom 8:6) For to be carnally minded is death; but to be spiritually minded is life and peace.
(Rom 8:7) Because the carnal mind is enmity against God: for it is not subject to the law of God, neither indeed can be.
(Rom 8:8) So then they that are in the flesh cannot please God.
(Rom 8:9) But ye are not in the flesh, but in the Spirit, if so be that the Spirit of God dwell in you. Now if any man have not the Spirit of Christ, he is none of his.
(Rom 8:10) And if Christ be in you, the body is dead because of sin; but the Spirit is life because of righteousness.
If a person is longing to go back to their life of sin, I believe that they are in the Romans 7 Man experience....they are having a "wretched" experience...they are not experiencing the victorious Christian life that God has for them. Notice the first verse in Chapter 8: "There is therefore NOW no condemnation....." meaning BEFORE, in Chapter 7, there was condemnation. The man in Romans 7 KNOWS what is right and is convicted of the truth....but he is not having victory in his heart....the man in Romans 8 knows what is right and is having victory. The Romans 7 experience is a stepping stone in the right direction for sure...but it is not where we are to stop in our walk with the Lord.....we want to come to the place where we HATE SIN and WANT NOTHING to do with sin and sinful things...it is THEN that we will be safe to save.