I posted a few times on here, whining and complaining like a little kid. First I'd like to ask Jesus Christ to forgive me of my complaining, grumbling, whining, lack of trust, arguing, fear and giving in to everything the enemy threw at me. Second, I'd like to thank all of you for your prayers.
My daughter had .... heh, had, as in past tense! THANK YOU LORD! My daughter HAD mouth cancer (roof of her mouth, salivary gland tumor), she is only 17 and does not smoke and this made it very very rare. My Jesus rescued her. My Jesus healed her. My Jesus told the cancer NOT to spread.
The first doctor we went to was a butcher. He wanted to do a massive surgery. One week to ten days in the hospital, 5 to 7 hour surgery, possible life time feeding tube, possible loss of voice, cut her face open and do the surgery from the outside.
The next doctor said two hour surgery, 2 to 3 days in the hospital and no feeding tube, no speech therapy, no problems.
Thank you Lord! 30 seconds after surgery she was talking! One minute after surgery she was swallowing drops of water. One day later she was eating (soup, pudding, soft foods nothing solid yet).
I am ashamed to say that I wasn't the warrior, I wasn't brave, I wasn't the man God intended me to be. I was crying, complaining, fearful, doubtful, angry, hysterical, everything that you wouldn't expect from an experienced Christian. I was the absolute worst possible example. In fact if you seed me during this trial, you wouldn't know that I knew Christ. You would think that I was lost.
The surgery was on Valentines day and I am home as of Wednesday! My daughter is in my house, under my roof and it didn't spread, it didn't touch a nerve, it's alllllllllllllll good! Thank you Jesus for your kindness.
Thank you for your prayers and understanding. I pray that MD Anderson hospital has to close it's doors because there are no more customers (cancer hospital). I pray that they have to turn MD Anderson into a birth hospital because cancer is gone.
I was feeling a little down because my daughter has a hole in her mouth. Then I seen a man with half of his face missing and he was trying to smile. I seen a man with half of his skull missing. People without noses. Missing eyes. No voice boxes. My daughter was the most whole person in the entire wing, they all wish they got the hand my daughter got. I am blessed! I am fortunate! I am loved!
Sometimes God says "No" to the miracle you asked for. I asked for a miracle healing, didn't get it. I got a healing by knife. Know what? I'm happy with it! A healing is a healing! From cancer to cancer free is .... WOW! Thank's Dad.
My daughter had .... heh, had, as in past tense! THANK YOU LORD! My daughter HAD mouth cancer (roof of her mouth, salivary gland tumor), she is only 17 and does not smoke and this made it very very rare. My Jesus rescued her. My Jesus healed her. My Jesus told the cancer NOT to spread.
The first doctor we went to was a butcher. He wanted to do a massive surgery. One week to ten days in the hospital, 5 to 7 hour surgery, possible life time feeding tube, possible loss of voice, cut her face open and do the surgery from the outside.
The next doctor said two hour surgery, 2 to 3 days in the hospital and no feeding tube, no speech therapy, no problems.
Thank you Lord! 30 seconds after surgery she was talking! One minute after surgery she was swallowing drops of water. One day later she was eating (soup, pudding, soft foods nothing solid yet).
I am ashamed to say that I wasn't the warrior, I wasn't brave, I wasn't the man God intended me to be. I was crying, complaining, fearful, doubtful, angry, hysterical, everything that you wouldn't expect from an experienced Christian. I was the absolute worst possible example. In fact if you seed me during this trial, you wouldn't know that I knew Christ. You would think that I was lost.
The surgery was on Valentines day and I am home as of Wednesday! My daughter is in my house, under my roof and it didn't spread, it didn't touch a nerve, it's alllllllllllllll good! Thank you Jesus for your kindness.
Thank you for your prayers and understanding. I pray that MD Anderson hospital has to close it's doors because there are no more customers (cancer hospital). I pray that they have to turn MD Anderson into a birth hospital because cancer is gone.
I was feeling a little down because my daughter has a hole in her mouth. Then I seen a man with half of his face missing and he was trying to smile. I seen a man with half of his skull missing. People without noses. Missing eyes. No voice boxes. My daughter was the most whole person in the entire wing, they all wish they got the hand my daughter got. I am blessed! I am fortunate! I am loved!
Sometimes God says "No" to the miracle you asked for. I asked for a miracle healing, didn't get it. I got a healing by knife. Know what? I'm happy with it! A healing is a healing! From cancer to cancer free is .... WOW! Thank's Dad.
Praise God! He is awesome and totally understands our weaknesses. The humbling process is hard for all of us for sure. But it sure builds our faith. Thanks for letting us know!
