And sometimes it is ugly:
Random Ramblings of a SAHM: Ugly.
This affects a lot of people, so please read, but please be warned that the story is graphic and contains strong language. It is also real. Suicide is real. When I read it I cried. She believes there is a God, some kind of God. She hates God now. I pray that she will reconcile with God sometime.To understand this story, from my perspective, there are some things you should know. About Tony. About our life.
He was a good bloke. That, I think, is the most important thing. Those of you who have been reading since the Before know that. A big, tattooed, Aussie bloke with a cheeky sense of humour, an amazing devotion to his family, direct and extended; and very much a man's man.
He was awesome. I adored him. So please know, as you read this, that the man I'm talking about here, in the lead up to his death, was not the man I married.
Not himself, not at all.
Random Ramblings of a SAHM: Ugly.