Im not a "christian" in the since that i do not go to church and do not know verses out of the bible...but im a dating a girl that is a born again christian as of 2 years.. and we are deeply in love and i really mean this i can not function without her, i need her opinion on things b4 i do them..we she hurts i hurt.when shes ahppy im happy.we have a very special conneciton there is even times when i just get the urge to do things for her liek send her a card just saying i love u for no reason, callin her tellin her i love her, and accordin to her it is always at times when she was upset at somethign or feeling down..we vibe off each other and push each other to be better at whateva we are doing at the moment..she will be in the 2004 summer games and i give her that extra push she needs when she feels like eating the double cheeseburger or buying that snickers bar. i am always there for her and do anythign for her...
I am from New york city queens to be exact so i had a sharp tongue and cursed at times without even realising it, she pointe it out to me and out of my love for her i have been watchin my mouth, and i have willing adopted to other things that bumped heads with her religous views(which suprisingly hasnt been much)..but last night we had a tlak and she discovere she is not suppose to date me because i am not christia which means i follow satan and my family follows satan and we are evil peopel because we choice not to go to church or follow the bible to the T.an she doesnt want to leave me but she cant put god over me, which I completely understand but i dont understand why we cant date and get married(which we have discussed several times and we both want to marry each other)..due to the fact thati dont got to church and lack "faith'...i am a very spiritual person in the snse that i believe in god and jesus christ as my savior but i have other ways of expressing that love and connection for him and so does my parents, she we do read the bible at times and we even attempted church several times, but it never works out and we never get what we need from the church so we hae developed our own method of showing god we love him and understand that it is thru is gracefullness we are here. So i do not understand why just for the fact that i am not a "true christian"it is such a sin that we want to be together and experience the world together..i love this girl with everything i have to give, and we connect on a level in which i cna not put into words, but she is torn right now and i do not wanna see her like this so all day today i have ben reading up on this situtation and seen words like..Satin like, evil darkness, devilsh,decieving, i even seen a relatioship between a christian and a non christian referred to being equal to beastility since we are not of the same species. because people that dont follow christ are not of the same as those who do..it seems very discriminating towards people of different faiths..i mean even muslims allow the men to marry outside there religion but if ur a christian ur condemned to hell if u have a serious relationship with someone who is not..tonight to end her pain because i love her im tell her that it is over because i dont want her to bend her will for me and i do not think it is fair..im really rambling right now but she is my heart my soul we are intangled together forever, she is th eone and i do not wanna let her go...
I am from New york city queens to be exact so i had a sharp tongue and cursed at times without even realising it, she pointe it out to me and out of my love for her i have been watchin my mouth, and i have willing adopted to other things that bumped heads with her religous views(which suprisingly hasnt been much)..but last night we had a tlak and she discovere she is not suppose to date me because i am not christia which means i follow satan and my family follows satan and we are evil peopel because we choice not to go to church or follow the bible to the T.an she doesnt want to leave me but she cant put god over me, which I completely understand but i dont understand why we cant date and get married(which we have discussed several times and we both want to marry each other)..due to the fact thati dont got to church and lack "faith'...i am a very spiritual person in the snse that i believe in god and jesus christ as my savior but i have other ways of expressing that love and connection for him and so does my parents, she we do read the bible at times and we even attempted church several times, but it never works out and we never get what we need from the church so we hae developed our own method of showing god we love him and understand that it is thru is gracefullness we are here. So i do not understand why just for the fact that i am not a "true christian"it is such a sin that we want to be together and experience the world together..i love this girl with everything i have to give, and we connect on a level in which i cna not put into words, but she is torn right now and i do not wanna see her like this so all day today i have ben reading up on this situtation and seen words like..Satin like, evil darkness, devilsh,decieving, i even seen a relatioship between a christian and a non christian referred to being equal to beastility since we are not of the same species. because people that dont follow christ are not of the same as those who do..it seems very discriminating towards people of different faiths..i mean even muslims allow the men to marry outside there religion but if ur a christian ur condemned to hell if u have a serious relationship with someone who is not..tonight to end her pain because i love her im tell her that it is over because i dont want her to bend her will for me and i do not think it is fair..im really rambling right now but she is my heart my soul we are intangled together forever, she is th eone and i do not wanna let her go...