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Recent content by sdk80

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    Female porn addiction, can't stop

    Yes, I've discovered this. I basically can't think of sex now in a loving, marriage environment. Whenever I think about it, there's always a lustful quality...purely physical. I often wonder how I would handle it in an actual relationship/marriage.
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    Female porn addiction, can't stop

    I feel like God will eventually give up on me. Isn't there a point where you're basically a lost cause and God lets you go? The problem is I have gone and sinned a lot more doing the same thing, countless times. It's gotten to the point where when I ask for forgiveness and promise not to do it...
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    Female porn addiction, can't stop

    Thank you, I'll take a look.
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    Female porn addiction, can't stop

    Thanks, I'll check it out.
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    Female porn addiction, can't stop

    Thanks for your thoughtful response. I replied to someone else on this thread explaining my relationship with the church/Christianity, but basically I've struggled with my faith and find it hard to regularly attend church. One thing you touched on that struck a chord with me is "I want a...
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    Female porn addiction, can't stop

    Thanks, I've seen that title around before. I'll check it out.
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    Female porn addiction, can't stop

    I usually don't. I grew up in church and was there every Sunday and Wednesday, and volunteered there during the week. But when I turned 17, I started doubting faith/Christianity and the church didn't satisfy the answers I was looking for. They basically expected you to believe everything because...
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    Always struggled with transgender feelings but never told anyone

    I have a secret that I've kept all my life, yet it's tearing me up inside. Ever since I was maybe 4 years old, I've wanted to be male. You guessed it, I'm actually female. I was a tomboy growing up, and even though I had fun playing with barbies, most things I enjoyed were things boys tended to...
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    Female porn addiction, can't stop

    I don't know how to start this other than I think my porn addiction is causing a great deal of anxiety and emotional upheaval in my life. It's a sin that I keep reverting to, no matter how many times I pray for forgiveness and promise not to do it again. Just doing quick browse of this board, it...