Recent content by bragar

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    when does misery end?

    i cant cope with anything nor do i have any outlets for my misery. everyday i wake up and it starts like this. ill maybe have a dream and it will make me sad for the day because it felt so nice compared to the repetiveness of my daily life. id kill for some fun to get out and walk tirelessly...
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    no longterm memory in hell

    i had a thought. i believe time goes fast in hell, and one reason why i think that is people dont get longterm memory in hell, heaven too maybe. so a day will go by and you cant remember the next day so you dont even remember when you died,. so eternity feels like one day. seems right, right...
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    Dream of heaven?

    lucky lucky luckey! cherish it i wish i was you
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    my body tells me somethings wrong

    what i mean is a sedentary lifestyle + i sat in a crouched position while on my laptop since i had no desk or chair
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    my body tells me somethings wrong

    what type of specialist?
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    my body tells me somethings wrong

    ive talked to my mom, my dad, a physician.. my mom.. and my psychiatrist as i have no family doctor. my bones are knocked or idk they're so slanted from crouching for so long(3years) that ive became an armidillo.. anyway when i sit down its always uncomfort, one of the main reasons i dropped out...
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    lonliness

    no point if im not going to heaven, not often.
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    lonliness

    yes
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    lonliness

    i want to die in my sleep because of the sarrow. please pray that that happens. even if you dont want another person to die. the sarrow is too strong it hurts
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    lonliness

    but im going to hell though. god says im going to hell forever with my worst fear there eating me in a dark webbed room with no exit also whats soul in transition mean?
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    lonliness

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    heaven

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