Recent content by Any

  1. A

    Grew up with heroin addict mother.

    Thanks! Never heard of it but I'll look into it
  2. A

    Grew up with heroin addict mother.

    That's very reasonable. Thank you for presenting that information to me in that way. It can't be just one sided, which it has been.
  3. A

    Grew up with heroin addict mother.

    I have always been very loyal to, and honored my parents (maybe so much that it was a fault and caused more harm) I had a lot of chances to move out when my brother was young and in that environment with my mom but I stayed for him. I always wanted to "do family things" and go to family reunions...
  4. A

    Grew up with heroin addict mother.

    Thank you. I feel responsible for them and have felt like that my whole life. They feel like my kids I know it shouldn't be that way. I partially feel somewhat brainwashed. You're right. Both of them never take responsibility for anything, it's almost amazing to witness. I was like that for a...
  5. A

    Grew up with heroin addict mother.

    Thank you for this reply. Yes praise God for saving me from that. I did walk a dark path with alcohol and the Lord helped me quit. If I was to press that button, it would feel like a worm in my brain is gone. I'd feel light, I'd have more joy and peace. I'd probably be able to sleep better. My...
  6. A

    Grew up with heroin addict mother.

    Hey all... First off yes I gave been trying to find a counselor for months it's harder than you think... Okay, so from about age 14 until about 25 my mom was a heroin addict. She dealt drugs and also did meth and crack, and I'm pretty sure I have PTSD now. I moved out and got married last...
  7. A

    Help! I’m getting spiritually attacked AT church

    Thank you for sharing the scripture and thank you for your reply. I do not think we should love evil or the devil. That is probably not what you are saying I may have misunderstood. The Lord also loves righteous judgement too. True love has that aspect in it. Love is very deep and consists of so...
  8. A

    Help! I’m getting spiritually attacked AT church

    Thank you for sharing this testimony! Thank the Lord for the Holy Spirit which guides us into all truth. He teaches us his word too! We have to confess sin, it’s foolish not to do so and I feel fear for that pastor because he said that. I’m glad you harkened unto his prompting. It is so...
  9. A

    Help! I’m getting spiritually attacked AT church

    It definitely won’t. I already have another church.
  10. A

    Help! I’m getting spiritually attacked AT church

    Kind of but not really. Sometimes I get anxiety. When I get spiritually attacked I get intrusive thoughts that aren’t mine, that get very distracting, and I feel a dark presence. It’s hard to explain if you never experienced it. However my sister experienced the same exact thing at the same...
  11. A

    Help! I’m getting spiritually attacked AT church

    I hate the enemy so much and I am so glad we already won this war thanks to JESUS. I hate religion too, it separates us from God and the church I got spiritually attacked in is very focused on works, and it made me fall into a religious mindset instead of spiritual. It was an important lesson to...
  12. A

    Help! I’m getting spiritually attacked AT church

    Thank you so much for this reply! That is currently happening at the church I got attacked at. It is stunning my growth, and they are changing. It’s very stagnant and I am not getting fed meat or being decipled. I also tend to feel discouraged after. I love the members so it is hard. It was the...
  13. A

    Help! I’m getting spiritually attacked AT church

    That is true. Thanks. It was very distracting, and it was during when we were singing hymns, and I prayed to God to help and of course he did. Later I found out my sister got attacked too. It only happens at this specific church and not the other one I attend. I just want to know why it’s...
  14. A

    Help! I’m getting spiritually attacked AT church

    It’s strange but when I get spiritual attacked I get intrusive thoughts and feel a dark presence, I’m not sure how to explain it but I know it’s spiritual attack.
  15. A

    Help! I’m getting spiritually attacked AT church

    Why is this happening? I attend two different churches and at one of them I’ve been getting spiritually attacked, so has my sister. We both got attacked the same day. Looking back on it, it’s happened a lot. I didn’t sense it was the devil trying to hinder me, but I sense it’s more so a sin of...