Gerorge, i believe your looking for God, so i hope you ponder on these things and think about it seriously. I believe I have experienced something similar to what your going through now.
1. Not all things that you hear come from God George.
2. Like everyone is saying the things your writing, some of it is true, but alot of it is off, we are to test things to see if what we hear and do is coming from God.
3. It sounds like to me, this anointment hasn't come from God, because the things you write are out of line, not just the profanity but the message as well.
4. If it's not coming from God, even if it's something we want, we need to let go of it, and start seeking him again, because we don't have the truth yet.
Don't be upset or discouraged, it's a tactic from the enemy. He is trying to make you believe you found the truth, to knock you off the path.
It happened to me, because I was gettibg so close to the truth, go back and keep seeking God, your nearly there.
I really don't pray much for others, but as brothers and sisters, who are to walk in love with eachother, I feel like we should be praying for other believers, so can everyone please pray for him, mainly for wisdom, and discernment.