It's the presence of a competing will that is the thing to grasp
Yes, as Jesus said: Mark 4:15 Internal theft, a sin, by an adversary
If there is only God's will there is nothing to contrast it,
In the final analysis God is the only Will, everlasting
and nothing that is against God
Again, looking at this, there is Eternal Perfection and then there is "every thing else" i.e. creation, categorically "less than" Eternal Perfection. There's your contrast. Creator/creation. The latter can not have freewill in such an equation. The creation, even the sum of it, can only and ever have a "less than" position.
but either creation has a form of free will and/or we are influenced by an outside free will
Influences are well beyond denial and indicates no such thing as freewill
this is sufficient enough for evil to exist, as the adversary may influence in competition with God's will
Every "less than" will is simply that. Only to matters of degree. Everything is in partial darkness, some in near total darkness. Yet light shines from the dark, as God Himself has commanded.
I believe in evil separate from God
God is never equated to any particular "thing" in creation. People who make such claims are technically polytheists. Yet God's Spirit dwells in His creation, unseen, unknown in full.
there is still a separate force in competition with God, thus "free will"
No matter how you want to slice this subject "all things" and "all wills" are never an issue with God and can not be considered competitive. There is no competition. Everything that exists exists because of God.
There is no getting God off the hook nor is that even necessary. A predator in nature does what it does, as God created it to do. It's no different in the spiritual arena, or in the case of devils, the anti-spiritual arena. Scripture presents a world, unseen, with occupants, unseen. That's where the accounts start to get interesting. Most believers do not even factor that into their understandings. Claiming freewill imho is simple blindness. The instant you concede to an adverse internal influence any notions of free should fly out the door. Man has a subjected will, subservient to both the adversary and to God.
there is still a separate force in competition with God, thus "free will", even if only manifested in a single adversary. so there is darkness from God and darkness from an adversary, but I don't see those amounting to the same thing.
True. They are not the same.
Bottom line on the whole freewill thing is that it's simply false. A created will in part or in collective, is subservient and subject to the Creator, period. A servant who claims to be free has merely been subjected to a derision from God and doesn't even know it or perceive it. A whisper from the dust.
When the law was read to the people at the rebuilt temple, they realized their fallen state, because of the myriad of curses God brought upon them, and wept, having seen their real condition. And even these never perceived the depth of evil within them that was not them. When anyone has a single stray evil thought, the perpetrator of that thought is the agency behind every sin that has ever transpired in mankind. So it's not as simple as just a stray dismissed evil/lawless thought now is it? The darkest agent is therein.