Chocolate Vanilla's Journal ^w^ =3

[GodAndChocolateVanilla]

Well said.
We should try to love each other daily. But that's not easy, and we have to learn.
I used to think it's easy peasy, but now I realise it requires efforts.
Loving others but others ignore you and don't show gratitude causes pain (in CF). I have to learn to handle that too.

Yes it is not easy, but thankfully with God all things are possible!!

26Yeshua looked at them and said, “Humanly, this is impossible; but with God everything is possible.”

Matthew 19:26 CJB

 

[Learning always]

Angry and hurt. I never want to be with him again.

Don't take it personally.
Today most men didn't receive adequate spiritual training, and are bombarded with frequent temptations + bad influences from the world. They are corrupted and undisciplined. And also are disloyal and selfish. Nobody would want to befriend them if knew them long enough.

 

[GodAndChocolateVanilla]

16“For I hate divorce,”
says Adonai the God of Isra’el,
“and him who covers his clothing with violence,”
says Adonai-Tzva’ot.
Therefore take heed to your spirit,
and don’t break faith.

Mal'akhi (Mal) 2:16 CJB ​

 

[GodAndChocolateVanilla]

Lyrics of Scared Of Loving You by Selena Gomez, benny blanco​

verse​

If I broke your heart, would you take me back?
If I broke my arm, would you sign my cast?
When I was young, I would love too fast
Hope I don′t repeat my past

chorus​

'Cause I′m not scared of lovin' you
I'm just scared of losin′ you
I′m not scared of anyone or dyin' young
Or if you′re gonna find somebody new
'Cause how could they love you as much as I do?
As much as I do

 

[bèlla]

Thank you for this bella!! Thank you for taking the time to give me this good advice!! [Hugs] You have been kind to me multiple times and I won't forget it!! [Hugs]

Thank you for the compliment. I hope you and @DragonFox91 find the one you seek with the Lord’s blessing.

~bella

 

[GodAndChocolateVanilla]

Thank you for the compliment. I hope you and @DragonFox91 find the one you seek with the Lord’s blessing.

~bella

Thank you so much!! [Hugs]

I really am grateful for your kind and wise advice.

You are a very caring Beautiful Woman. I hope one day I too will grow in compassion and wisdom as you have.

 

[GodAndChocolateVanilla]

1(vi) Here is the genealogy of Adam. On the day that God created man he made him in the likeness of God; 2he created them male and female; he blessed them and called them Adam [humankind, man] on the day they were created.

B'resheet (Gen) 5:1-2 CJB ​

 

[GodAndChocolateVanilla]

I'm not going to give up on myself.

I'm going to prove my enemies wrong.

I'm going to love my enemies.

God didn't bring me this far for no reason.

 

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If he can't handle my worst, he's not going to get my best either.

 

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Orgrimmar, my favorite home.

 

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I wonder if I ever annoy God....?

I hope not!!

 

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ז “Do not commit adultery.

Sh'mot (Exo) 20 CJB ​

 

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God is my Strength.

 

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When it’s the one, I’ll know for sure. There’s only one.

 

[GodAndChocolateVanilla]

I’ve never been good. I’ve always been the Cain and not the Abel.

I’ve messed up so much but I still believe in True Love.

When I find him, I won’t have to be anyone other than myself. I will finally be enough in someone’s eyes.

 

[GodAndChocolateVanilla]

I’ve wanted to give up so many times. But God kept me here still.

I don’t know why He would help me, but I am grateful.

 

[DragonFox91]

Your posts of commitment & faithfulness remind me of a couple sections in the Bible. You spend a lot of time there. Keep doing that

You are locked in a great spiritual battle, Chocolate. You desire marriage, you desire the Lord, & you see the connection between the 2. & that’s what makes it hard. You couldn’t abandon the Lord if you tried, & the desire to be married is a part of you as well. He must be working something good, marriage or no. My opinion is the Lord sees your struggling & has a deep compassion to you. He sees you struggling & his heart is moved.