- Jul 4, 2021
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Hi everyone,
I’m reaching out in a panic,it’s a thought I’ve never had before that I seemingly have no anxiety over,but I reject it.
So while I was praying to the Lord,I said to him “Please father God sustain me for life” and as soon as I said life I thought “Life?!,that is overbearing and overwhelming,I can’t stay for life!” And immediately I felt my heart sink,I immediately repented and confessed though I felt no remorse for thinking it! I know how extremely stupid of a decision it is to turn from the lord,but needless to say I still am choosing to follow the Lord because I know nothing will satisfy me more than him.However I think I’m only honoring Jesus with my lips because I keep praying. That I didn’t mean that thought and for God to change my heart.
But I feel no remorse or concern over it and it’s alarming.
Please,I’m very worried and shaken,I’ve never encountered a thought like this,and I don’t feel any desire for the lord or to still follow him and that’s more worrisome……
I’m reaching out in a panic,it’s a thought I’ve never had before that I seemingly have no anxiety over,but I reject it.
So while I was praying to the Lord,I said to him “Please father God sustain me for life” and as soon as I said life I thought “Life?!,that is overbearing and overwhelming,I can’t stay for life!” And immediately I felt my heart sink,I immediately repented and confessed though I felt no remorse for thinking it! I know how extremely stupid of a decision it is to turn from the lord,but needless to say I still am choosing to follow the Lord because I know nothing will satisfy me more than him.However I think I’m only honoring Jesus with my lips because I keep praying. That I didn’t mean that thought and for God to change my heart.
But I feel no remorse or concern over it and it’s alarming.
Please,I’m very worried and shaken,I’ve never encountered a thought like this,and I don’t feel any desire for the lord or to still follow him and that’s more worrisome……