After some ocd compulsions created by thoughts without my will about promises to a God, I ended up having a compulsion to delete a movie file, after I return to my hometown. I realised that I was not planning to take my laptop and ocd was like ocd: you may have made a promise to a God to delete the file in your hometown so you must carry your laptop with you. after that, I do not remember what I thought but I calmed down. i could not remember how i calmed down and I worry, if, due to frustration, I may have had thoughts without my will to a God about changing the compulsion from "must delete the file in hometown" to "must not delete it" I worry if I calmed down thanks to these thoughts, because I was forced not to delete the file, so, that means there was no need for me to carry my laptop as part of the compulsion. and i felt relieved. I do not remember if this was the case and the reason I calmed down. I worry if my system on purpose made these thoughts. what if there is a chance I was carefree and made an accidental promise to a God, in order to force myself out of the compulsion? I do not remember but I worry because I have to format my laptop and the file will be deleted if i format it. i cant remember if this is the reason I calmed down. is there any chance I made an accidental promise to a God not to delete the movie and keep it forever? just because, for a second, I was carefree and frustrated due to my ocd? I just wanted some relief. i always end up confused and worried. should i format my laptop? my brother insists that I must format it.