- Dec 4, 2019
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I'm concerned about the rapture that I won't be for falling for the Yellow Cross and Blue Light. I am worried my phycosis cost my salvation and that I am the beast. I can't wrap my brain around what occurred. I would never try to blaspheme the Holy Spirit but I fear I did in the hallucination I hear this voice that tells me I did but others see Jesus in me. I am in a conundrum and a loop can you blaspheme the holy spirit in a hallucination that was satanic. I thought that God doesn't tempt us more than we can bear it was such a strong scary sight the yellow cross it was supernatural I fear and I kneeled before it and I didn't mean to the voices tell me I equated the Holy Spirit with the Devil is that blasphemy it was a hallucination. How did I equate God and Satan am I okay I am so concerned by my actions it happened in October. Does the Holy Spirit still indwell with me.