I'm concerned

[sportsfan]

I'm concerned about the rapture that I won't be for falling for the Yellow Cross and Blue Light. I am worried my phycosis cost my salvation and that I am the beast. I can't wrap my brain around what occurred. I would never try to blaspheme the Holy Spirit but I fear I did in the hallucination I hear this voice that tells me I did but others see Jesus in me. I am in a conundrum and a loop can you blaspheme the holy spirit in a hallucination that was satanic. I thought that God doesn't tempt us more than we can bear it was such a strong scary sight the yellow cross it was supernatural I fear and I kneeled before it and I didn't mean to the voices tell me I equated the Holy Spirit with the Devil is that blasphemy it was a hallucination. How did I equate God and Satan am I okay I am so concerned by my actions it happened in October. Does the Holy Spirit still indwell with me.

 

[sportsfan]

I took Buspar and I went to the hospital and I think that is what caused the hallucination since my serotonin doesn't matablize correctly. I am so scared that I blasphemed the Holy Spirit. I know that I am sealed until the day of redemption.

I'm concerned about the rapture that I won't be for falling for the Yellow Cross and Blue Light. I am worried my phycosis cost my salvation and that I am the beast. I can't wrap my brain around what occurred. I would never try to blaspheme the Holy Spirit but I fear I did in the hallucination I hear this voice that tells me I did but others see Jesus in me. I am in a conundrum and a loop can you blaspheme the holy spirit in a hallucination that was satanic. I thought that God doesn't tempt us more than we can bear it was such a strong scary sight the yellow cross it was supernatural I fear and I kneeled before it and I didn't mean to the voices tell me I equated the Holy Spirit with the Devil is that blasphemy it was a hallucination. How did I equate God and Satan am I okay I am so concerned by my actions it happened in October. Does the Holy Spirit still indwell with me.

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[anna ~ grace]

You're ok. Take it one day at a time. If I could count the number of people with mental health troubles who post, deeply worried that they'd blasphemed the Holy Spirit and were damned, that'd be a lot of people.

You're ok. Scruples and mental health issues can be tough. Trust in Christ, friend. He loves you, and will never let go of you.

 

[sportsfan]

You're ok. Take it one day at a time. If I could count the number of people with mental health troubles who post, deeply worried that they'd blasphemed the Holy Spirit and were damned, that'd be a lot of people.

You're ok. Scruples and mental health issues can be tough. Trust in Christ, friend. He loves you, and will never let go of you.

Thank You is that why people see Jesus in me and tell me I am saved since I believed in my heart that Jesus died on the Cross and Rose Again three days later.

 

[anna ~ grace]

Thank You is that why people see Jesus in me and tell me I am saved since I believed in my heart that Jesus died on the Cross and Rose Again three days later.

Yes, faith, trust, is the correct and only correct place to start. We must have faith. After we trust in Christ, we follow Him. This can be rocky and bumpy, and our Christian lives *will* have ups and downs. That's a given. But keep going, friend. God loves you, Christ died for you, and what He asks of you now is to keep trusting Him, and following Him.

 

[sportsfan]

Yes, faith, trust, is the correct and only correct place to start. We must have faith. After we trust in Christ, we follow Him. This can be rocky and bumpy, and our Christian lives *will* have ups and downs. That's a given. But keep going, friend. God loves you, Christ died for you, and what He asks of you now is to keep trusting Him, and following Him.

Thank You I will do that and trust Jesus with this illness

 

[anna ~ grace]

Thank You I will do that and trust Jesus with this illness

Prayers, friend. Keep trusting Him. He loves you so much. Never forget that.