- Jan 7, 2019
- 20
- 17
- 48
- Country
- United States
- Faith
- Protestant
- Marital Status
- Married
Hi,
I’ve been practically a Jesus follower all my life (yes, some major disappointments from my side and such that led me to walk away from Him) but am thankful I remain in Him.
God healed my mom from a major vision illness that only a few people in the world were impact from – about 15-20 years ago. God is and continues being Good to my family and me. I have no doubt on this. Heck,…just a few months ago, my truck broke down and a few days before it actually did, He looked over me and gave me the opportunity to arrange mechanic service. This was His help! And, All Glory goes to Him, alone!
There’s no big or small need that The Trinity God is not aware of. He is always ahead and aware of His creation.
For some time now (close to 5 months), I’ve been in a major painful season of unhappiness. I’ve been in prayer and some fasting and believing He’s listening and other times not. Since Christmas 2018, God has not reveal Himself nor given me hints of what to do or how to be about my marriage situation.
I’ve read many positive Instagram posts relating to “Have faith…Your time is coming…Your season has gone the limits…God has heard your prayer and He is fighting making a way…” such good works like this. But, what lies in front of me speaks more louder and revealing than God right now. I’ve had conversations with Him like buddy-to-buddy and I get nothing. I’m sorry to sound stupid, but, it’s like speaking to a wall. I hear and see how God speaks to other children. Yet, I feel left behind. He is constantly silent. I thought seeking, knocking would be a step to be close to Him and Him to me. However, in this area of my life, He is being silent.
So, I’d like to ask, anyone that has had a major hardship prayer discussion with God…
Has He personally spoken to you, either by, using a special person or providing a sign of hope? Or, did you just truly accepted and trusted on God’s Sovereignty through His Scripture, The Holy Bible, and, at some point in your life, that’s how God tremendously saved you and allowed you to, once again, breath clearly and be at full peace with your situation?
And, how long did you wait to hear God, if He spoke to you or used a special person to reach you?
Or, how long did you wait to see God’s Mighty Hand to reveal and save you from your “hell” by only trusting His Scripture?
Yes, I’m at ends-way now. I no longer know what to do. And, my wife's decision time to leave my side is so much near. I know it’s not a matter of “feelings” when following God. But, I can’t help my feelings and I feel ignored by Him. His silence on my situation tears me apart. I wish I can detail my situation. All I can say is, it’s about my marriage with my spouse.
We have a son, 2 years old. Am torn inside. I’m sure my wife is too. I cannot see God’s mighty arm in this! And, am concern of my Wife and my Son's life while growing up without both of his parents.
Any one that can reflect, please, provide me with concise info to not lose hope in my Lord. I mean, I’m aware Old Testament characters waited a while for God’s help. I’m not asking God to remove me from my situation. I’m only asking Him to hint me with hope or prepare for the worse….something to work with and relieve my pain versus seeking my own way out.
Thank you in advance.
_Wavecure
I’ve been practically a Jesus follower all my life (yes, some major disappointments from my side and such that led me to walk away from Him) but am thankful I remain in Him.
God healed my mom from a major vision illness that only a few people in the world were impact from – about 15-20 years ago. God is and continues being Good to my family and me. I have no doubt on this. Heck,…just a few months ago, my truck broke down and a few days before it actually did, He looked over me and gave me the opportunity to arrange mechanic service. This was His help! And, All Glory goes to Him, alone!
There’s no big or small need that The Trinity God is not aware of. He is always ahead and aware of His creation.
For some time now (close to 5 months), I’ve been in a major painful season of unhappiness. I’ve been in prayer and some fasting and believing He’s listening and other times not. Since Christmas 2018, God has not reveal Himself nor given me hints of what to do or how to be about my marriage situation.
I’ve read many positive Instagram posts relating to “Have faith…Your time is coming…Your season has gone the limits…God has heard your prayer and He is fighting making a way…” such good works like this. But, what lies in front of me speaks more louder and revealing than God right now. I’ve had conversations with Him like buddy-to-buddy and I get nothing. I’m sorry to sound stupid, but, it’s like speaking to a wall. I hear and see how God speaks to other children. Yet, I feel left behind. He is constantly silent. I thought seeking, knocking would be a step to be close to Him and Him to me. However, in this area of my life, He is being silent.
So, I’d like to ask, anyone that has had a major hardship prayer discussion with God…
Has He personally spoken to you, either by, using a special person or providing a sign of hope? Or, did you just truly accepted and trusted on God’s Sovereignty through His Scripture, The Holy Bible, and, at some point in your life, that’s how God tremendously saved you and allowed you to, once again, breath clearly and be at full peace with your situation?
And, how long did you wait to hear God, if He spoke to you or used a special person to reach you?
Or, how long did you wait to see God’s Mighty Hand to reveal and save you from your “hell” by only trusting His Scripture?
Yes, I’m at ends-way now. I no longer know what to do. And, my wife's decision time to leave my side is so much near. I know it’s not a matter of “feelings” when following God. But, I can’t help my feelings and I feel ignored by Him. His silence on my situation tears me apart. I wish I can detail my situation. All I can say is, it’s about my marriage with my spouse.
We have a son, 2 years old. Am torn inside. I’m sure my wife is too. I cannot see God’s mighty arm in this! And, am concern of my Wife and my Son's life while growing up without both of his parents.
Any one that can reflect, please, provide me with concise info to not lose hope in my Lord. I mean, I’m aware Old Testament characters waited a while for God’s help. I’m not asking God to remove me from my situation. I’m only asking Him to hint me with hope or prepare for the worse….something to work with and relieve my pain versus seeking my own way out.
Thank you in advance.
_Wavecure