@Introverted1293 > Hi

In any case, you are welcome here in Christian Forums. And we have people with different ideas and positions about this. And all are identified as Christian; so it is impossible to have in your advice place a total agreement. But you are welcome to read and pray about what different ones of us say and offer.
If you really feel between you and God that your attraction even without action is sin, you can trust God to change you to discover how you can be. I personally, going by the Bible, find that any interest or desire or drive for a wrong thing is wrong. Our preferences are in our hearts which are spiritual, and God wants our hearts to have right desires and interests and therefore the right preferences.
However, here, I acknowledge how ones identifying as Christians in these forums do not agree with me. And I do not mean what I share in order to debate or criticize anyone.
But I do understand how Jesus says we need to deny ourselves > Luke 9:23. And this can mean we do not have our own personal preferences about how we get pleasure, especially if we wish to use another person. We need to submit to God and discover all He has to become our interests, as we grow in Jesus.
And, of course, a number of heterosexual people are mainly about their own interests and preferences for how they get pleasure > instead of first caring about how to please God. So, even if you were to be changed to heterosexual, I say we need to first seek God for Himself and enjoy Him, and not use people for pleasures we might treasure. There are pleasures which are intense and nice feeling; and so such pleasures are a treasure, and people can only or mainly be trying to use other people, instead of caring tenderly for any and all people like Jesus on the cross.
And Romans 1:18-32 gives testimony about why certain people got into trouble with lusts which dominated and controlled them. Because they were not thankful and because they worshiped creature things more than God . . . they got away from how God's love would have them tenderly sharing. Ones worship pleasure, and so they have preferences for how they get pleasure. But in doing this, they can be dominated and controlled by nasty and driving stuff which is not loving them >
Jesus loves us by giving us "rest for your souls." (Matthew 11:28-30)
Jesus is "gentle and lowly in heart" (Matthew 11:28-30), and the emotions and feelings of Jesus in us also are gentle and humble, not dominating and controlling and demanding and frustrated. There are a lot of people identifying as Christians who keep on giving in to this stuff, while some of these will criticize you while others will assume there is not hope to get free of our lusts of food abuse, identity orientation, arguing, complaining, unforgiveness, nasty raging anger and frustration, alcoholism, workaholism, drug abuse, and gambling.
But God who is almighty is easily able to change us and make wrong feelings and emotions and thinking go away. But we fail. If something you do does not work, it is because it does not work!! And it is likely what you tried to do, instead of first depending on God.
And then, even as God proves Himself in us, yes the wrong things can be allowed to come back to attack us and try to trick us into thinking we can't succeed against evil things. But know that God is able.
"Therefore submit to God. Resist the devil and he will flee from you." (James 4:7)