Hi all,
I was a seeking atheist (since age 7 or 8) turn 'spiritual' new-agish believer (since age 18-19) turned believer in the Christ (2018) who we call Jesus or Yahshua or Yeshua (I notice we use different names so I'm covering those bases.)
I'm sure this is good news but there's a problem, I am very wary of people who say they are Christian. I do not go to a Church and I don't have a cult, sect or denomination I subscribe to. My 'teachers' so far are a few ministers on YouTube namely Genoark (underground) and Carter Conlon (mainstream media) - who my spirit agrees with.
I wasn't always so wary of Christians before the sparking of my faith, at first I thought them hypocritical, or maybe nuts... Or just lacking the powers of sound individual thought and authenticity. After my faith sprung up and grew, I now consider that the masses of Christianity today generally dangerous, so I thread carefully and I still question everything and I try to follow my spirit. (I don't believe I have the Holy Spirit, but I have developed someway of understanding this reality - I can easily discern where people's intentions are and what they feel in truth. When I was new agey they called it empathic abilities which I possess even to experience physical pains for others.)
I am joining this forum to find bible study partner(s) for growing in Christ Jesus. My exclusive preference is the set apart people among the masses of this Christian religion, those zealous in faith, those who desire complete submission to the will of Jesus, any who are hot/on fire, making no excuses, seeking no compromise. Feel free to message me whether you are a baby yourself or whether you are strong and established in study and faith. The latter I appreciate for your example in Christ.
Thank you for reading, hoping to hear from you soon.
I was a seeking atheist (since age 7 or 8) turn 'spiritual' new-agish believer (since age 18-19) turned believer in the Christ (2018) who we call Jesus or Yahshua or Yeshua (I notice we use different names so I'm covering those bases.)
I'm sure this is good news but there's a problem, I am very wary of people who say they are Christian. I do not go to a Church and I don't have a cult, sect or denomination I subscribe to. My 'teachers' so far are a few ministers on YouTube namely Genoark (underground) and Carter Conlon (mainstream media) - who my spirit agrees with.
I wasn't always so wary of Christians before the sparking of my faith, at first I thought them hypocritical, or maybe nuts... Or just lacking the powers of sound individual thought and authenticity. After my faith sprung up and grew, I now consider that the masses of Christianity today generally dangerous, so I thread carefully and I still question everything and I try to follow my spirit. (I don't believe I have the Holy Spirit, but I have developed someway of understanding this reality - I can easily discern where people's intentions are and what they feel in truth. When I was new agey they called it empathic abilities which I possess even to experience physical pains for others.)
I am joining this forum to find bible study partner(s) for growing in Christ Jesus. My exclusive preference is the set apart people among the masses of this Christian religion, those zealous in faith, those who desire complete submission to the will of Jesus, any who are hot/on fire, making no excuses, seeking no compromise. Feel free to message me whether you are a baby yourself or whether you are strong and established in study and faith. The latter I appreciate for your example in Christ.
Thank you for reading, hoping to hear from you soon.