Hi all I am a born again Christian and also an alcoholic.
I have been drinking on and off for 37 years (since the age of 13).
The last couple years the drinking has ramped up to stronger drinks, mixing spirits with beer, secret drinking. The last few weeks I have suffered memory loss and have been verbally abusive to my family. When my 18 year old son accused me of being drunk it was the last straw and the next day I knew I had to stop once and for all. That was 3 days ago.
I also suffer from extreme anxiety usually regarding my work, for which I am on medication for, of course I have also been self medicating with alcohol.
I am active in our church and also preach sometimes.
I am requesting feedback, advice and prayer support please.
Blessings to all
Pinball Guy
I have been drinking on and off for 37 years (since the age of 13).
The last couple years the drinking has ramped up to stronger drinks, mixing spirits with beer, secret drinking. The last few weeks I have suffered memory loss and have been verbally abusive to my family. When my 18 year old son accused me of being drunk it was the last straw and the next day I knew I had to stop once and for all. That was 3 days ago.
I also suffer from extreme anxiety usually regarding my work, for which I am on medication for, of course I have also been self medicating with alcohol.
I am active in our church and also preach sometimes.
I am requesting feedback, advice and prayer support please.
Blessings to all
Pinball Guy