patricius79
Called to Jesus Through Mary
Mary led me to have a good conversation with a friend whose daughter is in trouble today. I think Mary wants us to pray for her, and all people who are emotionally unstable.
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It is so easy to become hyperactive. Mary, please help me to only act through you, so that I may always do Christ's will and not my own, since I don't know what is best, but God does. I'm very blind, but Christ sees everything, every variable.
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There is hyperactivity that I understand, one occurs in those that think in pictures in a God given way, and those that think in thoughts in a God given way. The God given way, is seven (7) times faster than average.
There are those that think slower than average, they are the brightest of the bright in Academics.
The Ph.D. John M*** was like that. A constant stream of people came to his office. I watched for years.
John's thinking speed was 1/3, of average. I asked one day, before I get back to high brain speeds and their amazing worth also, I asked one day to the most brilliant Ph.D., any of us ever heard of: "Who is that guy? All I see him do is have people see him."
Cliff **owley says to me: :"Oh. That's John M***. I go to him to ask questions about things. Only problem is he talks slow." Cliff **owley then gave me an example. The result of his example ended with him saying in a nice jovial fun way: "Sometimes you just want to grab him by the neck and say: "Out with it, Out with it." "
Cliff, to give you an idea of how slow brain speed is not what people think either, even though I have not finished yet with what is wonderful to the world with high brain speed people yet, Cliff was so bright, while attending Berkely, his professors would hold doors open for him, in honor of his intelligence.
High brain speed in pictures is called Dyslexia. It is not a nice word to me. Neither is ADD and ADHD, both are for people with high brain speeds.
If I can force, a high brain speed person through college, they are the most amazing professors. When the military misses them and let's them in, they are the best of the best in combat.
In life missed or not, All of the major inventions and ideas are done by them, so it is said.
I know of one of those types, who was missed. By age 55 or so, after a long scientific career she eventually stumbled across those repair types. The ones that repair high Technology Equipment.
They repaired her broken ideas about herself. She was convinced of three things about herself, by age 55, as are all ADHD people who are not diagnosed.
She is stupid.
She is lazy.
She is crazy.
The repair types worked on lazy. They proved to her that she was not.
They also put a major dent into her ideas of being crazy.
The next set took care of that, and diagnosed her.
God took care of the intelligent parts with her. He showed her that when she was excessively brilliant, and didn't know why, it was Jesus and *is*** who was actually feeding her information and methods.
But, one day this very very very ADHD, person from youth, saw her intelligence also, in its totality. Her intelligence is and was connected to God, so it was what we here call infinite. So did she. But, she felt it, saw it, and knew it also.
Now high brain speed is high brain speed.
The she above is me.
I work alone normally, and I do not want to necessarily in Research. They in research noticed, that I don't need a crew like everyone else, as I even actively check my own work for errors. So, they just ask and I do.
If hyperactivity is your problem, that too I have. It is well channeled. However I do lots of things to get by.
As an example, since High School I close my eyes in most meetings.
One day I couldn't stand it anymore not knowing. Sleeping in a meeting on the job is not allowed. My eyes were always closed in a certain set of meetings. No one ever complained yet. I brought it up one day: "Why do you guys never complain about me sleeping in meetings. My eyes are always closed."
"We can tell by your answers."
So, apparently they knew I was not, for what I said when I talked in those meetings, that my eyes were closed, told them that sleep was not going on.
That is only one coping mechanism. I have others. One is Absolute Honesty, or at least my best attempts at that.
The other ADD types had it out with me after a meeting, when the normals (those with average brain speeds)I let in on my thinking, one meeting.
The Inquisition was on. **** was not pleased:
"Why did you tell them?" Because they asked, I said. "Never tell them. I make up a story. I say Oh, I must have... Never let them know." I cannot do that. No researcher can do that. No scientist can do that. NO CATHOLIC CAN DO THAT.
So, I refused and let it go at that.
What had happened and this is just normal for ADD and ADHD types is, in that meeting with my eyes closed, I spoke up and asked a question. Everyone ceased talking and one person spoke. I didn't see who because I was so upset by their remark of: "WHAT Are you Talking about?"
My response was: You are talking about this subject. The answer. To that is this.... That brings up another question. The answer to that is this....... That brings up this question. I was asking what the answer was to this question.
No one said a word. The meeting ended, my crew of ADD/ADHD people got to me and wanted to know why I had said what I said in that meeting.
Oh, by the way, certain jobs can only be done by those with ADD or ADHD, and then I was working in a job that was like that.
Digital Animation is heavily populated by Dyslexics, according to The College of Art in Seattle. Over 90%, they said are that.
I am an ADHD person. If you are me in that way, it is not all bad.
LOVE,
I am too. There's a first grade photo where every classmate is looking at the camera but me. It doesn't matter. We have Mary.
Mary has been rightly called "Jacob's Ladder" and "the Ladder of Sinners", since through her we ascend to God. Following St. Therese of the Child Jesus's idea of finding an elevator to find Jesus, it seems to me that that is what Mary is: our Elevator who easily brings us to God. As St. Louis points out, it is possible to be saved without being fully consecrated to Jesus through Mary in holy slavery, but it is so much more difficult. It is like chipping away at a stone to make a statue, whereas going to Jesus through His Mother is like pouring a melted liquid into a perfect mould. How much easier it is to enter the Elevator--the Immaculate Heart of Mary--than it is to take the stairs!
It seems to that a good title for Mary is "the Created Daughter of God", because she is a creature and is the daughter of God the Father in a very unique way, just as she is the Mother of God the Son and the Spouse of God the Holy Spirit.
I thank God for His rising from the dead. The Good God heals my soul in Mary, the Immaculate, the Masterpiece of Grace, the World of God, the Holy Place, the Sanctuary of the Eternal Trinity.
The Psalter of the Blessed Virgin Mary by St. Bonaventure is so beautiful.
PSALM 21
O God, my God: let Him look at thy merits in me, ever Virgin Mary.
O my Lady, I have cried to thee by day and by night: and thou hast done
mercy with thy servant.
Because I have hoped in thy mercy: thou hast taken away from me everlasting
reproach.
Mine enemies have mocked me on every side: but thou under the shadow of thy
hand hast bestowed good refreshment on me.
Let all the families of the peoples adore thee: and let all the orders of
the angels glorify thee.
Glory be to the Father, etc.
https://www.ewtn.com/library/SOURCES/PSALTER.TXT
Thanks for further evidence of your worship of Mary.