Well I am.
And it doesn't (make sense).
I do not doubt your sincerity. But the fact that so many people here all agree that there is something wrong with the way you are thinking about this should cause you to seriously reflect on your position. But I suspect, but only suspect mind you, that you will reason thus: "I have a pipeline to God and these other people don't; therefore I am right ".
That way, I suggest, lies folly.
And please note: we are not, in the main, disputing the content of your theological beliefs - we are disputing the logical "structure" of your argument to effect that you have certain knowledge. You appear to want it both ways: you concede fallibility but then assert that there is a special category of knowledge you have access to that is infallible. Unlike probably most of the others here, I agree that we have a "pipeline to God", but I believe that any knowledge I get from Him cannot be "quarantined" against contamination by the fallibility of my mental apparatus.