This has been a long time coming. Ive made several (!!) hideously horrid mistakes w/EXTREMELY WRONG persons in my past, all of them turning out to be criminals victimizing me except one! Not good statistics for this country.
My question is……I thought I saw one time a scripture about how "there is a woman for every man, and a man for every woman"…..is there some sort of scripture like that? And if so, how in the world does someone find or know WHO that specific person is that God has just for them? What if that person is on the other side of the world? How would we ever meet them?
But now, in this late stage of the "game", we would both have already been
married, and if our ex's are still alive, we wouldn't even be allowed to marry our "special person" and especially to "be" with them in any physical capacity anyway until our ex passes from this physical life! Which could of course, be the rest of OUR lives! Because of that, I must be and might be (if my ex lives as long as I do), celibate for God for life! I would never be free to re-marry.
If there is that Gods chosen person for me out there somewhere that I never met (?) or knew (?), I wish I could meet them again at least just to be friends. I wish I had a real friend that is non-judgmental, and not so far away that its always just a phone call but too far to go because of travel costs. I wish I had a good friend to go walking with that wouldn't judge me for my horrible experiences and would understand and would also be a true believer, and wouldn't judge me for that either!!!!
Oh well, alas, but maybe that is just what dreams are made of.
My question is……I thought I saw one time a scripture about how "there is a woman for every man, and a man for every woman"…..is there some sort of scripture like that? And if so, how in the world does someone find or know WHO that specific person is that God has just for them? What if that person is on the other side of the world? How would we ever meet them?
But now, in this late stage of the "game", we would both have already been
married, and if our ex's are still alive, we wouldn't even be allowed to marry our "special person" and especially to "be" with them in any physical capacity anyway until our ex passes from this physical life! Which could of course, be the rest of OUR lives! Because of that, I must be and might be (if my ex lives as long as I do), celibate for God for life! I would never be free to re-marry.
If there is that Gods chosen person for me out there somewhere that I never met (?) or knew (?), I wish I could meet them again at least just to be friends. I wish I had a real friend that is non-judgmental, and not so far away that its always just a phone call but too far to go because of travel costs. I wish I had a good friend to go walking with that wouldn't judge me for my horrible experiences and would understand and would also be a true believer, and wouldn't judge me for that either!!!!
Oh well, alas, but maybe that is just what dreams are made of.
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